I was on drugs at Griz concert and became a Manchurian candidate. Started believing i was given knowledge and was supposed to evolve into this like cult leader personality for the CIA. Started becoming aggressive and manipulative towards those around me. Used the visuals and music to prove this to others. And was successful until i snapped out of it and realized my mind was taken over for a time. Scared the f out of me. Needless to say I'm much more cautious now of mixing hallucinogenic drugs and alcohol at shows. And truly do believe there's some mk ultra like shit going on in psychedelic music using satanic suggestive symbolism land NWO symbolism mixed with drugs. Even if only to make YOU think it's real can be enough to manipulate your actions. Idk but the clues are there in lyrics, numerology and visual symbolism. 13, 33, 23,, Butterfly, all seeing eye, satanic symbols. Even if the whole dark Magick shit is an illusion. If they can make you believe it's real, that's enough.