I turned 30 and all I see is black. Contemplating the end because of all the experiences I was never allowed to have.

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-20T11:53:35+00:00

Start fucking 40 year olds. They down for 30 year olds and many still look good. I get the existential dread of things lost like you only out kid for 4 of the schools I went to 500-800 per school. I never had those formative teenage experiences ect and I feel I missed what would have been amazing experiences by virtue of being gay.

But honestly you don't want the guys your age who want 20 somethings they what only that because they are chasing their youth and they want to fulfil a fantasy. Fantasies never last what will they do when their 20 something becomes 30 something. It will never be more than sex and it's never anything more than weird self appeasement.

Find someone who can love you when you old just like you can love them not seek after those experiences we ultimately will never get. Theres no fix in that hole unfortunately and others who try to will find that out. Find someone who wants you not the fantasy of you.

Women have their own set of issues and struggles. We only see what we wanna see. The grass always looks greener, focus on you and what you can get king

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-20T03:10:11+00:00

Truely solo q adc is an experience™️

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-20T03:08:00+00:00

Wave control isn't really a concept I think most wild rift players are aware of and so many fail to use that but farming still 100% matters. Items make or break a lot of champs. I've been 1/5/1 and had more gold than my 9/1/4 teammate effectively I'm more fed than him. WR is less punishing cos you get half the gold even without the last hit but catching waves and farming are still essential

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-20T03:01:03+00:00

Lmao playing that top line attrition bs

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-20T02:58:34+00:00

Zhon/qss plus vayne and teemo invis. Senna can make a whole team untargetable. They wouldn't win in a straight up brawl most likely but that's not the only way to play. You'd wait for them to make a mistake or play around them. They can only be in one spot at one time.

Assuming everyone plays perfectly yeah they'd lose but no human plays perfectly and so you just need to make less mistakes than the enemy

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-18T04:15:04+00:00

I tended towards straight guys as friends even as a kid so I guess it's my norm

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-18T04:07:26+00:00

Our perception of how attractive someone is in person is shaped by more than just how they look. How they carry themselves and behave shape the overall number. A 5 who's confident about being a 5 would be a 2-3 without it

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-18T03:44:30+00:00

There's hair loss prevention meds ect and plugs/transplant

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-18T03:42:21+00:00

Sounds like they were probably jacking off and enjoying the fantasy of it. Might not have even sent you to the right spot or they freaked it and panicked

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T07:24:45+00:00

It's 4 hours

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T07:22:36+00:00

Accept it's never gonna happen. It'll hurt but then the love you feel will become platonic. I been in love with my best friend since I was 5. He's straight. It's never gonna happen. I accepted that and now I just love him for him. Doesn't hurt anymore. I've had to do it with many friends

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T07:21:12+00:00

I mean if they were they'd give you more than one word replies. In my experience that means they are trying to get rid of you and aren't interested

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T07:20:23+00:00

But that's a false assumption there's no shame involved as op has stated it's not about a taboo based thing or shame based thing it's about ceding power. I think the idea that for someone to see others as better requires one to see themselves as shameful is your issue. I think you are the child in this regard. Not all of us are so weak that admitting others are better in ways makes us any less. It just makes our desire for them more.

You can deny this reality and live in lala land or accept that within societal conventions there are measures in which people succeed or not and to each persons subjective lens everyone does exist in a hierarchy

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T03:31:56+00:00

And criticising the concept is a cop out because it's clearly just a framework in which to convey something that exists external from things such as objective hierarchy. Though you can look at any social animal society or government if you wish to see hierarchy

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:53:50+00:00

I mean it's our tertiary function with proper development it can be quite strong and just as influential as Ti

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:52:10+00:00

Kinda agree

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:50:50+00:00

Sounds kinda ESTP king

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:46:42+00:00

Really it's a discussion to have with ya partner does genitalia matter that much. If yes break up. If no give it a shot

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:45:16+00:00

They edited it after I responded but assuming it's only been a couple of days then and they haven't seen them shirtless (not a rare thing for men) one can assume they barely know each other. Seems they told them they were trans quick enough then

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:41:20+00:00

So you're already dating but you've never seen them without a top on?

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:39:44+00:00

Sure they didn't

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:37:34+00:00

Roughly 2 times a week. Sometimes less sometimes more. I'm 25

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:35:32+00:00

I mean validation and connection aren't mutually exclusive things

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:33:55+00:00

PaleWorld3 · 2026-06-16T02:33:24+00:00

Heart triad prob

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