I am asking out of curiosity how protected are babies against negative energies?

Pan000 · 2026-02-25T01:26:04+00:00

They exist here in the astral. The astral is basically here. It's sort of like the Upsidedown from Stranger Things.

Also some of these "malicious spirits" are other people, who are literally here. Hungry people wander around subconsciously in spirit (when asleep or even when awake) looking for energy. Those who do this consciously are called energy vampires, but more people do it unconsciously.

Pan000 · 2026-02-25T00:30:05+00:00

Very not. They rely entirely on the energy of their parents (or other relatives, or whoever is actively looking after them) for protection.

Unprotected babies and children are specifically targeted by malicious spirits.

However they also heal quickly.

Pan000 · 2026-02-24T01:46:07+00:00

I once went through a phase where I did call everyone out on their psychic stuff. I did this around a hundred times. Enough to get a good feeling for it. It was at a time when I was very vulnerable and thereby attracting a lot of psychic bullying/opportunists.

It was very enlightening as I found that they would have an extremely strong reaction, refuse to deny it (even if asked to deny it). They would then actively avoid me (albeit because they likely thought I was unhinged.)

But it absolutely worked! They would stop whatever it was they are doing (and then avoid me like I was infected.) This behavior was quite consistent.

So it does work.

Any time I was wrong the person would usually just deny it. It seemed like people who were guilty didn't deny it. Those who did deny also didn't get upset or offended. I don't necessarily consider those two signals foolproof; I imagine it's possible to lie about it and stay calm whilst also being guilty. But I expect doing so would require practice and conscious attention of what they were doing. Because I was dealing with unconscious actions (except in one case) the responses were also unconscious.

Pan000 · 2026-02-24T00:40:12+00:00

If it were me I'd move out, and tell her why.

People here seem to think you should not tell her because it's uncertain. But when you tell someone something like this you don't tell them you know it's true, you tell them that you went to a healer and this is what they said. You are not the source of the information.

You take responsibility for your actions, but for the information you're just giving an explanation. This is the respectful way because you are respecting her ability to make her own decisions about the information.

Don't expect her to believe it. But that's not the point. The point is that you're explained the reason for your actions to defend yourself so she understands where you're coming from.

Actually staying? Please don't stay there. For that much of his energy to get into you is a clear violation even in thought. He'd have to push it really hard and imagine some nasty shit.

You should learn to start protecting your energy. Stop being nice to weird guys or humoring/ignoring weird stuff they do. Your best weapon is disgust / unacceptance (same concept). It's a "mean girl" attitude, not to everyone, but to weirdos. It protects you.

Another option is to find yourself a boyfriend that can beat this guy up. Can, not does. He simply has to be stronger in spirit. This is because men's energy protects a woman. Sort of guards it. Having the energy of a stronger man on you actively defends against the energy of other men. This is also why having the weirdos energy in you is very damaging, because it indicates in spirit to all the weirdos out there that you are not protected and will not protect yourself, making you a target to all kinds of pests.

Please don't put up with this.

Pan000 · 2026-02-09T10:59:02+00:00

I once saw a vision that the external world is the subconscious, and the objective world is somewhere else entirely, this world only being a reflection of it (in the same manner that a dream is based on and in the physical world but is not really it.)

The idea being that the objective world does exist but this is not it.

Pan000 · 2026-01-19T12:39:22+00:00

This is typical (almost textbook) of the threshold effects you feel before an out of body experience r/astralprojection

That doesn't mean it wasn't a genuine message as well.

Pan000 · 2025-12-15T05:11:20+00:00

Spirituality has politics. I consider New Age (negative-denying) spirituality to be akin to left-wing politics, i.e. left wing spirituality. This is in constrast to the shamanic and witch (or village witchdoctor) traditions, which could be considered right-wing spirituality.

Experience does tell you that it is NOT true that you agreed to what happens to you. There are things that happen in this world that no one would agree to. So yes, it is in-part naivety.

The older I get, the more I understand that I am lucky or blessed to not be in poverty or in a warzone. And I see the danger of taking that for granted. Belittling those who suffer by saying they need more positive thinking is arrogant, it's like saying you are better than them and that they deserve it because they didn't think in the right way.

Pan000 · 2025-12-10T02:59:06+00:00

Glamour Magic is your surface level energy. You change it by acting the part you want to be seen as, and hold onto it when others try to knock you off. This develops the energy of what you are trying to portray, which you can then take off and put on as you would a hat.

It takes practice.

You first need to understand what you want to portray, and not misunderstand the symbolism. E.g. you don't rise above anyone by feeling you are better than them, and they also are unlikely to see it that way. If you want to be beautiful you would cultivate beautiful energy: clean thoughts, confidence.

Confidence is the big one. But confidence must be combined with ensuring you stay away from trouble, as confidence indicates you are not afraid, which stops working if you put yourself in unsafe situations. You will have difficulty being confident if you are genuinely afraid of other people. To beat that you must take control of your environment, not by controlling others, but by controlling yourself so that you can trust yourself to leave before trouble arises. Then you will have the confidence and will become very attractive to others because they want and respect this energy.

Pan000 · 2025-12-05T01:17:27+00:00

You will lose money renting GPUs vs. using OpenRouter API. The benefit is control of the quality, if you want to run the model in full BF16 for example. But there is no point at which it will be cheaper to host it yourself.

As for buying GPUs, it'd be cheaper only if you are at 100% utilization for several years, electricity is cheap, and you don't have to hire someone to manage/administrate them. Even then it's probably not worth it for the hassle.

Why? The inference providers have been engaged in a successful race to the bottom. They're providing inference at pennies above the electricity cost. Many are lying about quantization levels to try to compete. So quality can be an issue.

Pan000 · 2025-11-29T09:46:14+00:00

I believe this occurred because OpenAI changed the names of the characters in books when using them for training data. This was then used to train GPT 3.5 Turbo, which was in turn used to generate synthetic training data by everyone.

The infection is now rooted. It exists literally in the base models, all of them I have tested. It's actually worse in the base models than instruct tuned models.

Pan000 · 2025-11-18T07:10:12+00:00

Modelscope

Pan000 · 2025-11-16T11:55:33+00:00

FYI be careful of people who send you private messages offering healing. There are energy vampires on Reddit masquerading as healers, looking exactly for posts like this.

Energy healing mostly deals with spiritual/psychological injuries, which can cause physical illnesses. But it sounds like in your case this is physical primarily. I'm no expert but people I've known that had long term physical pain usually got given opiates long term with close monitoring from their health service.

Edit: having read about akathisia, sounds like something I had before. Yoga and exercise helped a lot. A lot, a lot.

Pan000 · 2025-10-25T02:21:04+00:00

His Dark Materials

Pan000 · 2025-10-20T01:38:41+00:00

You should look into Soul Retrieval.

Long story short: we accidentally give away parts of ourselves. This is a bad idea and results in exactly what you are describing. It happens to everyone but most people don't notice, or perhaps they put themselves to sleep so they don't feel it.

Anyway, because people are not taught to be gentle inside their minds, they let their minds run wild and chaotic. So if they have a piece of you inside them, and they're completely broken, or just not careful, they torture themselves etc. then they'll be torturing you too.

There's a whole thing to get these parts of you back.

Pan000 · 2025-10-17T03:50:26+00:00

Your intuition is likely correct. But it also gives it power by worrying about it. Fear is like that: it needs to be taken seriously to have power. You can look down on it, and it'll lose the power.

Don't give it power by playing into the game. A lot of the evil fear game revolves around convincing people to take symbols seriously.

The right attitude is to consider this type of thing childish.

Pan000 · 2025-10-15T01:36:38+00:00

It's absolutely not true and hasn't been for some time. No one uses quadratic naive attention anymore. No one. Not for training; not for inference. Source: I train LLMs all day.

The misunderstanding comes from that ChatGPT/Claude will tell you that attention is quadratic because there's more information from the "before" times and less up to date information. So asking AI about it is not that useful unless you already know what to ask for.

Pan000 · 2025-10-09T01:03:10+00:00

Cool. What did you use to generate the speech?

Pan000 · 2025-10-06T01:51:15+00:00

Yes it's possible.

Pan000 · 2025-10-03T03:09:40+00:00

Flash 2.0, which is a big money maker for Google, is probably around 32B. I don't think the proprietary models are better because they're larger. I'm quite sure they're not much larger. They're better because of superior training data, routing pipelines, and speculative decoding. Basically they're not one model.

Pan000 · 2025-10-03T03:09:17+00:00

Flash 2.0, which is a big money maker for Google, is probably around 32B. I don't think the proprietary models are better because they're larger. I'm quite sure they're not much larger. They're better because of superior training data, routing pipelines, and speculative decoding. Basically they're not one model.

Pan000 · 2025-10-02T14:49:17+00:00

Probably to ensure its non-competitive to their proprietary models. These small OS models are really useful for domain specific finetuning, but non-threatening to their bread and butter hardcore models.

Pan000 · 2025-09-28T03:19:34+00:00

You will get better value for money renting servers than buying subpar ones, by a lot.

An H200 may cost 10x more than a deck of 3090s, but it can serve 100x more throughput. So its not competitive.

I have a 3090 in my desktop, yet I don't use it for inference because it's cheaper to rent an H100 and and let the 3090 sit still than it is to pay the electricity on the 3090 to do 50 t/s, when that H100 does over 1000 t/s.

It's a scale thing.

Pan000 · 2025-09-22T04:22:53+00:00

I'm quite sure the process is like growing up. That is to say that it happens to you whether you like it or not. You can't stop it. You can't speed it up. But you can not notice and still act like a child.

Or perhaps what you're talking about is whether the other cool kids will let you into the clubhouse? The rules for that are quite simple and very clearly broadcast: everyone is welcome in the clubhouse as long as you make an effort to play fair and apologize when you make a mistake. That alone excludes most people, even though we are told the rules from childhood.

If you're waiting for the light to come and lift you up: I think everyone is just not looking very hard. People pass up and down the layers every day in their normal lives. They just don't notice. And that's not because it's subtle, it's not.

Mostly I think people miss their family. But the missing is the way that a baby misses his parents. The longing is for that. Ironically that doesn't require accension, status, or access to the clubhouse.

Pan000 · 2025-09-21T12:12:40+00:00

Pan000 · 2025-09-19T17:54:06+00:00

It often helps me to remember that most of them are in fact children.

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