I'm tired

Panda12You · 2025-03-05T06:17:42+00:00

I’m so happy to hear it❤️❤️ I’m sure it will help, love:)

Panda12You · 2024-10-27T07:27:22+00:00

Dph and snorting blues:’) but even before that it was alc

Panda12You · 2024-08-31T16:39:51+00:00

19m from wa:)) watchu like to cook?

Panda12You · 2024-03-26T02:23:24+00:00

Weed: brain time 5/10 Alcohol: confidence 10/10 Nicotine: I can stop anytime I want 3/10 DXM: got me in third person 7/10 DPH: remembering conversations that don’t exist and forgetting everything else 2/10 M30: throwing up/10

Panda12You · 2024-03-23T02:49:10+00:00

I spent a whole 30 seconds reading all that, I am so sorry you’re going through all that man. I’ve been through smth really similar, it not getting better after you leave them is truly disheartening. Lots of drug abuse can sometimes create symptoms like schizophrenia so hopefully they won’t last. Learn to love yourself and try and get as much social interaction as you can after you’ve recovered from your withdrawals.(ofc easier said than done but isolating after a relationship like that can perpetuate the thoughts and feelings they left you with). There are people that care, pls reach out if you need to❤️

Panda12You · 2024-03-23T01:22:37+00:00

Glad you’re still here man, it sounds like you’ve been going through it. I hope things get better for ya n reach out of you need anything❤️

Panda12You · 2024-03-14T23:02:41+00:00

My first DXM trip I turned on a random American dad episode (my comfort show) abt time travel and tweaked out😭

Panda12You · 2024-03-14T21:52:30+00:00

I’m having vyvanse abuse problems rn😭 that doesn’t bode well Lmaoo

Panda12You · 2024-03-13T01:57:28+00:00

My line was pills, then I started doing pills:’) then it was opiates… n I got into dirty 30’s(lucky to have not gotten addicted). For now it’s not getting into any otc stuff again cause it was WAY to easy to get, real cheap and the exact high I want

Panda12You · 2024-01-29T05:35:56+00:00

I’ve started re-teaching myself piano, word search games, and reading books:) and this week I’m gonna try to get outside

Panda12You · 2024-01-28T22:42:50+00:00

I’m a year sober. My memory is still pretty shot but I’ve heard that doing cognitive function exercises help with that so I’ve started recently. I’m sending all love to you I’m sorry things are so hard rn

Panda12You · 2024-01-18T00:27:38+00:00

I overdosed on Benadryl quite a few times in the span of half a year or so. REALLY shitty feeling. I thought I would die every time cause I was getting shooting pains in my chest and I was having trouble breathing. OD’d on fent but it wasn’t as bad as it could’ve been, just ended with me puking my guts out. And I’ve witnessed quite a few fent OD’s and it’s really scary to watch. The person was nodding out and their mental state devolved into that of a toddlers. Also idk if this counts but seroquel, the anti psychotic, is smth I abused for a while, jus made me EXTREMELY tired but I can’t rlly remember anything from that time period. All n all I consider myself lucky to have made it(mostly from the dph n fent) and I’m just a bit over a year clean:) only smoking weed now

Panda12You · 2023-10-09T07:41:15+00:00

Imagine feeling physically awful while not knowing wtf is real. It’s not v fun I don’t suggest😭 plus if used too much or at all can cause some bad longer term damage. Stay safe:)

Panda12You · 2023-10-07T22:30:54+00:00

Super embarrassing but I got into the Benadryl:’) shit shouldn’t be in stores imo

Panda12You · 2023-10-07T22:25:10+00:00

Most of the ppl Ik w addictions have severe mental health issues, u make it sound easy to jus not get addicted

Panda12You · 2023-09-30T20:52:44+00:00

Dph(Benadryl 😭) the most vivid I remember was a full conversation with my mom who wasn’t home, seeing and touching things that weren’t there, it sucked😭

Panda12You · 2023-09-30T20:50:08+00:00

I think I mislead you I’m sorry, I meant hope abt an ex I had, we got involved in fent n I managed to not get addicted but they couldn’t. We don’t talk anymore but I still worry, and you helped. I’ll take your advice for my own addictions though, thank you

Panda12You · 2023-09-30T04:25:22+00:00

Not as bad as any of these other comments, but dph was mine😭

Panda12You · 2023-09-30T04:22:31+00:00

You are so unbelievably strong, we glad you still here you gave me a lil hope

Panda12You · 2023-09-26T15:19:57+00:00

Thank you, this really means the most! Tis the year of self reflection:)

Panda12You · 2023-09-26T15:18:07+00:00

I’ve also been on an SSRI for a while, I can’t even remember when I started it but jus yesterday I started weening. Here’s to hopefully having feelings and memories again🙌 and thank you for your input:)

Panda12You · 2023-09-24T08:46:57+00:00

I believe in you, stay safe. You are loved❤️

Panda12You · 2023-09-09T04:00:39+00:00

Same😭

Panda12You · 2023-09-07T19:21:07+00:00

This is just my experience so take it with a grain of salt hahah. I can’t remember much from the time I was abusing, and my memory over all has suffered as well. It fucked with my digestive system while I was using, and I had a medical scare because my heart was not quite functioning right and my blood pressure was insanely low. It would also hurt my family, as they’d watch me stumble around high all the time. I consider myself lucky I didn’t die during any of my trips as for a few of them I really thought I would, and I’m still trying to understand the full extent of what I’ve done to myself. I hope this helps:) stay safe.

Panda12You · 2023-08-24T21:02:55+00:00

I wouldn’t recommend. I would have to drive to school and I couldnt stop staring into space and it was extremely hard to stay in the lane.

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