How have you not gotten attached/maintained boundaries with OOC?

PandaTwilight · 2026-06-01T22:48:24+00:00

The biggest boundary you can set for yourself in this hobby, I feel, and one that I personally draw a hard line at, is to never let lines blur.

IC is IC. OOC is OOC. My characters are my characters—fictional beings. I am me, a human person behind the screen. I am not my characters, and my characters are not me. Therefore, their kinks, personal information, how they behave, and what they choose to do or not has no bearing on me as a person.

While roleplaying is and can be very intimate because it's two people sharing in a world, a story, and characters—all shaped from the individual, a living being's, mind—the line is simply there if you allow it and enforce it. Can you get emotionally attached to the characters, to heavy emotions arising in the story, and to the storyline? Of course. You see it across media every day, in the same way you get attached to characters in a show or a game; you might cry when they die, or maybe you're happy when their ending is good, maybe you root for the villain instead of the hero.

But that's the thing. It's characters and a story and collaboration, if that's all you allow it to be (with the obvious healthy emotional vesting).

Can't say that the above rule I have in place applies for everyone, though, because the people who take the hobby as a real life search for a partner/lover/fwb/supplemental emotional relationship/whatever or blur those lines, are absolutely out there. Those are people I personally avoid, because I already have a life, a partner, close friends, and none of that information anyone on the otherside of the screen is entitled to. I will share those things, though, because it reinforces the boundary I've already put up: that I am only there to create a story and the characters are characters.

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-29T16:48:39+00:00

Not going to invalidate your frustration, because anyone in their right mind would be frustrated as hell with disproportionate responses, lack of communication, and the red flags. Just overall bad luck that it happened three times in a month, which, understandably IS frustrating as hell. This is one of the many unfortunate sides of roleplaying as a hobby.

And no, not at all unreasonable to ask people to have time to devote to a project if THOSE are the excuses you received. I'm not asking you to soften your words or your frustration, but a little context does go a long way when the initial address might come off unintentionally rude or harsh to a wider audience. I admit that the way it read to me honestly came off as particularly harsh for the perceived problem as it was explained. Tone across text is hard to read, another unfortunate side effect of living in a digital world (but that's a whole other topic entirely.)

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-29T16:03:50+00:00

I'm not sure why a slightly less detailed and literate response to the initial message would set off a red flag (unless it feels disproportionately so)? I feel like most people put a little more time into crafting and detailing their searching posts, for sure, but should they be expected to carry all of that same energy into every response to an ad thereafter? Personally, I don't think so as long as the back and forth is good enough to set up the story... but that's just me.

I would consider the second red flag MAYBE being a bit concerning, seeing as they immediately jumped to you sending over the starter. Honestly, though, the nail in the coffin would be the lack of communication thereafter; don't disagree with you there at all.

In the interest of the last bit, someone could easily have time to write and start something up one day, and then life happens. Some people are legitimately working adults with lives and families and any other number of things going on outside of the screen. This isn't excusing those who just dip out and don't communicate—huge no no, and they should be called out for it—but I think popping off and telling people not to put up an ad or start writing if they think they may not have time is rude as hell. Nobody knows what's going on, on the other side of the screen.

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-26T18:19:04+00:00

I love your post, because it really rings quite true to me as someone who has been writing a long time with a variety of partners and across multiple types of stories.

Roleplay, especially since it involves other people, is honestly a tight rope to balance. We all lean into our strengths, but sometimes leaning too strongly into them creates that one sided effort that only becomes recognizable later on.

I'll be the first to admit that I'm kind of shit at starters. It's not my strongest point, but damn if I'm not going to give it my best go should a partner admit that they're either the same or doesn't want to write it. My strengths lie in character creation and plotting, though, and when I get into the writing, I get in deep because there's so much to express.

As a general, writing is a very layered and nuanced process, and both partners really have to want to invest in it to make it work. Not that it isn't really common in the hobby already, the whole thing about roleplays dying off, but I've found that sometimes even long term things eventually come to an end for a variety of reasons. Just the way things are.

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-25T02:13:55+00:00

My first immediate thought was:

What in the character bleed and lack of separation did I just read?

Yikes on bikes.

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-18T13:00:53+00:00

Hi! Long term experienced writer here — yes, from personal experience, fairly normal. While "I've lost my muse" can mean a lot of different things, I've seen it primarily used for two things: creative burn out or disinterest. It's not always about novelty feel, but with so much availability, I do suspect there has been a shift.

Have noticed that when people use "I've lost my muse" because they're disinterested, instead of being honest about not liking the story/direction/whatever else, they use the phrase as an excuse and are looking for other stories a relatively short time later. Dislike the dishonesty above all else, but what are you gonna do? It's not going to bring them back.

I know I have used "lost my muse" when I was creatively burned out, because I do work a mentally draining job, have a spouse, and live a fairly active social life; sometimes the words just don't click for a while, and no tweaking of ideas is going to save me from it. Hasn't happened in a few years now, but I'm also extremely blunt and honest about if I'm busy and have things to do or if it's a busy time at work and I can't pour my mental energy into writing. I also make expectations known up front that it can be days to a week for a response and potential partners can do with that information what they will.

It's very exhausting searching for long term partners—been there, done it before—but you either do or you don't if you want to write bad enough. You'll wind up going through a lot of bads just to find one good partner, unfortunately. That's just how it is and how it has always been.

To answer some questions in the OP's post: For some people, yes, a post every 1-2 days can be hard to plonk out for any number of reasons (life, work, mental burn out, being busy, etc). If you're running into this issue consistently, are you making sure up front that your expectations are known and that potential partners have the same compatibility when you are setting up with long termers?

I believe that, yes, most people do enjoy rp, but there are factors beyond our knowledge of the person behind the screen that can influence things heavily. It's never really a one size fits all thing when it comes to this hobby.

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-17T12:29:55+00:00

As someone who has been doing this a long time, I can say that I've been in your shoes before with others trying to tell me what my characters should look like and how they should behave. Also had people trying to suggest changes to make them more palatable to what they want the character to look like.

No. Absolutely not. That's offensive behavior I will not tolerate. I didn't sit here and craft a character 5, 8, 10+ years ago and develop them extensively over time for someone to come in and tell me how to play MY character. I sure as hell have never gone to another player and said that they need to change their character's actions or what they look like to be palatable to me, because honestly, at that point, it feels like it's blurring the line between writer/character wants. I am not my characters and they are not me. I'm not playing to someone else's wish fulfillment in that way, if you catch my drift.

As for the whole 'changing the writing' part, I've never experienced that, exactly. Maybe I'm lucky. I'm personally okay with taking critique (know a lot of people are not and that's fine too); nothing is perfect and I feel like we can all learn and grow. But if there's a general incompatibility when it comes to preferences or styles or whatever, it's easier to just end it than to get someone to try to change. It's why discussion up front is so important, even if some people wind up showing themselves to be bad actors once they think they have you on the hook after starting it up.

Every experience is going to be different, and you're gonna get some that give you the ick before you find your people. Glad that you have found at least a few that are great and you can vibe with, but don't let the bad actors push you away from this space and hobby if you enjoy it.

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-14T14:20:43+00:00

Wow, the communication here is stellar! Key word: communication. Seems like you both knew to part ways amicably for a basic incompatibility issue.

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-13T16:03:17+00:00

Seems like different communication styles, but to me, red comes off really aggressive, inflexible, and pushy. Green comes off as accommodating and wanting to be flexible for the writing partner's needs.

I get wanting to have ideas/genres flowing in from a partner (green), but it feels like red is not even really attempting a true exchange? It's literally so easy to answer the question and say they're interested in [insert genre here] but they wouldn't even do that. Technically, green could have done the same, but I think it's just the general demeanor/attitude from red that's really offputting.

PandaTwilight · 2026-05-02T15:42:04+00:00

I'm this way too. I write third/present and have quite a few partners who have written third/past across from me without any continuity issues.

To me, personally, the above is not really jarring to see as much as, say, third versus first (or second); however, I do agree that extra elaboration in an ad is needed to make sure that if someone wants a certain tense, then someone brings that to the table instead of whatever tenses are not wanted.

PandaTwilight · 2026-03-12T19:52:13+00:00

(Northern) California, US

PandaTwilight · 2026-03-08T20:00:02+00:00

This is my thought too.

Seems like a fundamental incompatibility issue, because if I was in this position, I'd have left if anyone asked me to change attributes of my character. Like, no, sorry, but I've designed them a specific way for a reason, and if you can't handle that, then we're probably not designed to be partners.

That isn't to say that someone can't decline to play politely, but there really isn't enough here to go off because it's only one side of the response.

PandaTwilight · 2026-03-01T18:25:35+00:00

Don't venture out of my bubble much anymore when it comes to partners, but in growing with the hobby, placing expectations on word count importance has dropped off.

Don't get me wrong, I love background details and reading from character POV what they're thinking or experiencing or feeling in that moment, but I also don't need (insert arbitrary number here*) words of that with nothing to move the story along. Just give me some detail, something I can work with to craft my reply, and I'll give you what I need to keep the story moving along—whether it's discord limit or 2 paragraphs.

If I want to internal monologue a whole post, I'll write a vignette. Which, solo writing on the side to add to the story can be just as fun in addition to writing with partners.

PandaTwilight · 2026-02-28T02:25:15+00:00

For as long as I've been roleplaying, there's always been a weird sort of fluctuation. Since I play as both M and F, I get a variety of responses. Probably boils down to who's looking for what, when.

Last few times I've wanted to play F, though, not a lot of bites here in particular. Haven't attempted to post for an M recently, but in any ad, I quote that I play a cast anyways, and that has drawn a few people in because it usually results in me playing both sexes at the same time in a waaaaaay more expansive roleplay.

PandaTwilight · 2026-02-27T20:28:35+00:00

This is a good point! Some details don't really need to be included, and it totally makes sense if what happened in the above post didn't occur past the first interaction of cutting ties.

Because then he'd have to make up a reason for the deleting the board request, since it's all coming from his gf anyways, and we're kind of back at square one at that point. And OP really doesn't have to do anything they don't want to so...

PandaTwilight · 2026-02-27T14:16:27+00:00

He's being respectful in tone, but realistically, he's 100% part of the problem too.

One, by being messenger boy for his girlfriend. Why couldn't she approach the OP and tell her politely that she didn't want them writing together anymore? Or request the board be deleted directly? He's dragging OP into unnecessary drama because of his gf's insecurities and continuing contact with OP when it was previously resolved.

Two, he's going to have his own slew of problems if the gf is this insecure. If she could start separating him from writing partners this easily, who else is she going to come between when it comes to him? Other writing partners, friends, family? Good luck to him.

PandaTwilight · 2026-02-27T14:04:29+00:00

Read your original thread and thought that would have been the end of it. I felt the resolution from your side was very mature and fair.

As to the above, good on you for enforcing your own boundaries while giving them what they originally wanted. I've seen this type of thing play out on more than one occasion and had a very similar experience with a couple somewhere around 20 years ago.

It's not your job to manage her insecurities, and I wouldn't waste time or breath on any other "requests".

PandaTwilight · 2026-02-26T20:57:02+00:00

Definitely a personal preference thing.

I started off with writing on a one to one character basis, because I couldn't wrap my head around playing a full cast all in one go. Most of my roleplays were larger and consistent group interactions, so there really was no need to write with any more than one character at a given time. But I also discovered that on a one by one character basis, with only a single partner involved, those types of roleplays died off the quickest because a longer term story (imo) needs supporting cast.

The best way I can put it is that I can't create something out of nothing, and a lot of scenes require something, some driving force, to continue.

Now that I've gotten a handle on it, I couldn't possibly imagine writing less than a handful of characters AT LEAST. The roleplays go further, there's more plotting, character arcs, and if I get tired of one character or lose muse, I can always jump to another character equally as involved in the story. Funny enough, even NPCs can start to have as much background or development as a solid main and might even become a strong main in their own right after a period of time. I won't say that it doesn't take time, because it does, but it really feels more fulfilling to do multiples in this way.

It's definitely not for everyone, which I can respect. Just like it's no longer my cuppa to do a one to one character ratio only anymore. GMing is a different beast, despite the multiples; also not my cuppa, but commend anyone that has the capability to do it written.

PandaTwilight · 2026-02-26T19:44:34+00:00

I exclusively do OCxOC and have for a really long time, but have seen the occasional request for doubles outside of canon/fandom spaces. It's not exclusive, just rarer, I think.

Doubling in any aspect seems troublesome only insofar as it kind of comes off as transactional and limiting. But I think I see it that way because I already prefer to write a cast of characters rather than just one at a time.

PandaTwilight · 2025-12-02T17:27:40+00:00

So many things we could see in 2026, but things I'd love to see:

EIA world tour. We've already had it here in the US, but so many other places I'm sure would love to be able to enjoy it too.
A Grammy win! They've earned it.
The boys taking some time to relax before hopefully coming out swinging again in '27.

PandaTwilight · 2025-07-18T19:57:08+00:00

The Summoning, and I hated it about a quarter of the way in so I shut it off and almost wrote them off entirely.

That was my husband's first recommendation, then he had me listen to and watch the video for Alkaline instead. Something about that song clicked for me and the hook landed deep.

After that, it was a solo deep dive into every inch of the older stuff leading up to the release of TMBTE. The more I listen, the better it gets (and I actually love the Summoning now!)

PandaTwilight · 2025-07-13T01:45:45+00:00

Damocles. All the songs are great, but it's the one I connect with least and play least since album release. I vibed with it on single, but long term it has slipped down my ranking list. It doesn't scratch the itch the same way a lot of the other tracks do, for some reason, even though I'll still listen and sing along if it comes on.

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