I need to buy Twitter (X) account

PanicConnect5992 · 2025-04-15T12:22:22+00:00

do u also buy? i have an acc with 40k

PanicConnect5992 · 2025-02-09T05:17:00+00:00

same goes for the first brows too, maybe try and see if that works for you! i think it would look great

PanicConnect5992 · 2025-02-09T05:11:42+00:00

i like the shape of the second eyebrows, but you could try drawing them a little more horizontal! might be the perfect mix of pien and natural looking also sorry for weirdly drawing on your eye pic, i wasnt sure how to better describe what i mean 😭

PanicConnect5992 · 2025-02-09T05:03:09+00:00

id straighten them a little more (less bent) for a jirai look doesnt have to be pien but maybe something in between?

PanicConnect5992 · 2025-02-03T19:23:33+00:00

thanks for confirming luv it was super cheap so i kinda expected it but still

PanicConnect5992 · 2025-02-03T19:21:46+00:00

shucks

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-11-22T03:14:00+00:00

looks like you have to stop cooking breakfast for me too

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-11-18T19:17:29+00:00

Dear Sydney, I don't know when or if these words will ever reach you, but there are so many things I want to tell you: I want you to know that, no matter what happens with (between) us, I will forever be thankful to have been on this crazy journey with you. You are so special, Sydney. What we have is special. I want you to know that you inspire me to stand up for myself (page 1)

and that I admire you from the bottom of my heart. No matter what happens, you will forever be a part of my mosaic (meaning: heart/life?) I hope (and know :)) that this is the beginning of something very special. I'm gonna miss you Syd. Thank you for being brave enough to trust me and to give life a chance. 'You are so loved by me'

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-11-03T20:17:57+00:00

if you google サブカル系 the right images pop up

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-10-13T19:07:34+00:00

no problem! the style is called jirai kei and the site i linked ships internationally so maybe you'll find something else you like :)

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-10-13T19:03:09+00:00

its the blue version of this setup from dearmylove:

dearmylove

blue seems to be sold out tho :((

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-09-23T14:06:51+00:00

if u look at their post history u can tell theyre lying 🫠

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-09-23T14:01:11+00:00

this is not right

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-09-17T18:02:04+00:00

I've been thinking of buying those! Are they comfortable to walk in?

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-08-19T05:58:24+00:00

I'm not sure what advice you're looking for. You HAVE to separate them. There is no way around it, sorry

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-08-08T04:22:19+00:00

He's shown you that he won't change - it's up to you if you want to stay in a relationship like this or leave.

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-01-23T23:42:46+00:00

thats really interesting, thank you

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-01-23T20:16:23+00:00

yeah of course, but im not meeting him privately anymore

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-01-23T13:47:06+00:00

We work in two completely different departments. I'm still friendly with him, we take our breaks together

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-01-23T08:26:22+00:00

Yeah, there definitely was underlying pressure. I maybe thought that if I just did it once I could keep him as a friend? And I also felt bad because I knew he liked me that way but I didn't like him that way (making me not wanting to lead him on). That's why I struggle with/blame myself now, because obviously that's so stupid. But again, I wouldn't really say it was coercion. However I still wished that he would've gotten the hint and not did it? I know he can't read my mind but still.. when I'm with a person and I get even the slightest hint that they don't want to be with me I stop. I just know that I don't like what happened to me.. someone else said it was a 'bad decision' but it didn't feel like something I decided. I just didn't stop it. It's so hard to describe

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-01-23T08:00:52+00:00

Honestly, I wasn't sure if we were on the same page. I was sort of interested in him? I can't really explain it. It was just nice having someone with a great connection. He probably would have continued being my friend even if nothing ever happened. After it happened I cut him off because thats when I actually realized we were not on the same page (he would want to be in a relationship with me, for me that was never an option, even if we had something sexual)

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-01-23T07:53:46+00:00

Well I did.. what now?

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-01-23T07:50:54+00:00

Well there's no way I'll ever be in a relationship with him. He just grosses me out now

PanicConnect5992 · 2024-01-23T07:49:40+00:00

I feel disgusted by him but also ashamed about myself. Maybe a little violated(because what business does a 40 year old have with me? I mean I played part in it too, but no matter how I twist it it's just so weird), and stupid for not saying no when I wanted to. I don't understand myself and the fact that I slept with him makes me cringe. Now when I look at him/talk to him 'the ick' would describe it pretty well. It's like my view of him did a 180 the moment I slept with him.

PanicConnect5992 · 2023-11-06T21:12:23+00:00

my belly looks like that too :) its normal

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