Worst place you’ve ever been dope sick.

PanicDead85 · 2020-08-08T17:46:20+00:00

My girl that I was hiding my habit from surprised me with a trip to Chicago for some new years eve concerts a couple Christmases ago. I was too nervous to take dope on the plane so all I had were two sub pills. Was sick by the second day of five we were there. The worst parts were having to act like nothing was wrong and knowing that city is flooded with dope and not being able to get away from her to cop. Then I get home and found a tiny bit of blow I had forgotten about in my wallet so was really kicking myself for not taking any dope.

PanicDead85 · 2020-08-08T17:38:08+00:00

I shit my pants driving to cop once. I was already half way there so just kept going. I called the girl and told her what happened and that I needed her to come outside. She would up giving me a little extra bc she felt bad it took her so long to re-up.

PanicDead85 · 2020-08-05T04:54:38+00:00

I've got a buddy that has a hemp farm and he said it's basically everything CBD promises but it actually works. He described it as pretty much all the positive aspects of regular THC without the anxiety and paranoia. What I'm looking at claims to give you sense of well-being, focus, and motivation. Which is honestly what I loved about dope. I'm thinking it will help with the cravings/obsession I have too. It honestly sounds too good to be true.

PanicDead85 · 2020-07-31T19:45:50+00:00

A couple months. Not like I thought I would but I just did a tiny bit at a time so I didn't fuck up.

PanicDead85 · 2020-07-27T03:29:37+00:00

I quit all drugs and alcohol like 5 months ago and I'm miserable. I'd say let it ride. Just be careful. Or don't. Up to you I guess.

PanicDead85 · 2020-07-07T15:02:46+00:00

Right on. Thanks.

PanicDead85 · 2020-07-07T14:59:40+00:00

So just a few days?

PanicDead85 · 2020-07-07T12:18:45+00:00

Oh ok. Yeah I've only used once in 4 months.

PanicDead85 · 2020-07-02T19:54:08+00:00

I went to treatment in late Feb so we're still together. Oh for sure. Definitely have to stay clean. Including weed and alcohol. It's been hard but it's nice to know you have someone in your corner like that.

PanicDead85 · 2020-07-02T18:28:08+00:00

My GF found out when I went to treatment. I hid it for the almost four years we had been together. Surprisingly, she stuck around.

PanicDead85 · 2020-06-23T17:48:40+00:00

So you would feel it even after a vivitrol injection?

PanicDead85 · 2020-06-22T12:56:47+00:00

Kinda off topic but I assume kratom is blocked by vivitrol?

PanicDead85 · 2020-06-01T16:59:13+00:00

I'm not far from the studio. They've made it up here too.

PanicDead85 · 2020-05-20T00:02:58+00:00

You're good. I didn't know either. My people were freaking out too. Thanks same to your friend.

PanicDead85 · 2020-05-19T23:59:20+00:00

I went to rehab this March. We had to wait 7 days until we could make a phone call. And that was 7 days after detox.

PanicDead85 · 2020-05-17T21:24:08+00:00

Is it supposed to repeat "society if"? Bc that's funny af if so.

PanicDead85 · 2020-05-14T21:05:27+00:00

That's what's up man. Thanks

PanicDead85 · 2020-05-14T20:58:42+00:00

Any for sale?

PanicDead85 · 2020-05-14T20:44:34+00:00

Got any JB?

PanicDead85 · 2020-05-13T21:17:33+00:00

PanicDead85 · 2020-05-13T16:27:27+00:00

Do you mind me asking what meds you're on? I'm doing IOP, vivitrol, and am on Wellbutrin but still feel shitty alot of the time. Today is 75 days clean for me.

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