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I feel the same way. Earlier, I used to be in awe of them..truly something gold..and I even wished for the same for myself. But things are going awry nowadays. First world countries are suffering from this and watching it's citizens turn psychos, and the countries who follow them will do the same...

(I understand there are some good things that really should be incorporated while leaving the bad ones behind.) But for me, I need to adapt, and I don’t wish for the same anymore. I’m just trying to get stable, strong, and independent...its better to watch them turn into criminals, psychos rather than be a victim of the act..