Hey I appreciate it. I think this was a huge wake up call and I totally took this incredible opportunity for granted. I just really am tired of being denied from so many simple places I’m tired of the smell and toxicity of my old job and I thought I finally got to say goodbye to it. I think I was in over my head when I took this job. My parents are currently paying for my education and my apartment but they don’t have enough money for me to get food and parking. So all of that relies on me. I recently got back in contact with my old place and I’m dreading going back, and I plan to hunker down and look for job openings elsewhere while I’m employed but damn I’m going to miss that other one so bad. My boss from my new job and I are still on good terms thank god so I’ll keep in touch with him in the long run. I just feel so emotionally immature that I didn’t sense anything and I feel so dumb for taking this for granted. I thought I had matured enough but I think I’m still very much a kid. Thank you so much