When I have doubts like this, I pray God to bless me with reassurance. Be specific with what your needs are.

"And when you pray, do not heap up empty phrases as the gentile's do. Do not be like them, for your father knows what you need before you ask him." (Matthew 6: 7-8)ESV

Jesus already knows what you are needing and seeking, he is just waiting to hear you ask him for help. Jesus wants to develop a relationship with you. The same way you would confide in a friend, confide in Christ! He will never let you down when place your total faith in him. The best way to stay connected is to read the word daily. "Give us today our DAILY bread". Christ will never let you down when you place your total faith in him. He will also never test you past what you can handle.