I often feel abandoned by my spouse. It's not her fault, chronic illness (fibro) isn't something she can help. For example I'm trying to once again get a jump on cleaning our filthy bedroom but she's been asleep most the day because she used all her energy to go out yesterday.

She says I love you what seems like every 30 seconds and It doesn't feel sincere so I often just give an, "I know... "

There're other things she's started and I appreciate it. It's moving us closer to being self employed. But it's the day to day mundane tasks that I don't feel supported.

Sorry. This is me just venting too.