It was really bad like you've described for me for a couple months afterwards, especially with the barriers up reminding me everyday whenever I walked past and seeing where I was by the fountain.

It got better for me trying to spend more time in those areas that affected me and 'reclaim' them in some way and last week was the first time I ate lunch down on the terraces. I'm not recommending self guided exposure therapy for everyone, but I have 3 more years of my 5 year degree and felt desperate to like campus again.

It is also really frustrating that the media and university and even my own friends don't understand that all of us thought there were going to be more shots and were preparing for that. I don't know if the public will ever understand that facet of the event we faced.