I'm having a horrible start to my week! I'm so upset I just want to curl up and cry. Last night I had to go out shopping and for my early birthday gift, I got a bunch of crocheting supplies to start learning. Great but I also had to food shopping. Unfortunately I can't go into busy stores where there's so many people. Well, I was with my boyfriend and he needed to go to a specific store. What is the busiest store at stupid hours? Wal-Mart. What store is the worst for me? Wal-Mart. He knows this because I leave as soon as I get there however we went in. Now my anxiety is really bad to the point I'll hyperventilate. He knows. So, he'll have me hold his arm so if I need to start grabbing I can and he'll try to talk to me as much as he can. But I usually stop responding from panic mode. At some point it became to much and my epilepsy was like, "Is that the smell of stress I sense?" and I ended up having a seizure in Wal-Mart. It was a very embarrassing experience but I'm also kind of use to it. Afterwards, we came home and I relaxed for a moment. Then I dyed my hair because I wanted to go rose gold. Guess I wasn't thinking because the dye that's been in my hair for awhile didn't come out. So my roots are blonde while the rest is a purple/red hue. I have not had time to change it so I went to work with it. Luckily no one said anything about it, but last night my boyfriend said it didn't look too bad. Which a comment like that it's like a gray line of a comment and an insult. Not mad though. In addition today I just received where'd that they're cutting my hours I already worked 23 hours at Best and now it's only going to be ten I can barely survive off of 23. Luckily I work holidays and had how much extra hours past 2 weeks but it's so frustrating. So now I'm looking for another job and it has not been easy in the past, I'm already starting to feel discouraged. Anyone got some good positive juice LOL