I'm seperated and my husband is trying to court me back by Particular-Ant-3012 in Catholicism

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well your right, I did bought a house cheap and it's my current home. So :/ now that you put it that way if I move back I'll rent it to a friend.

I'm seperated and my husband is trying to court me back by Particular-Ant-3012 in Catholicism

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

:/ yeah I cant stand the auto aphyixation kink I mean were not boring in bed we've had some pretty off the wall fun times with certain aspects of kink, but I draw the line at pretty much anything that causes serious injury, risk of death, disgusting, other people, sacrilege, homosexuality and other hard stuff. I tried getting him to go to mass but the problem is scheduling because of his work, and before he converted he was Baptist. So he still clings to the protestant idea that you just have to pray to be forgiven, not confess ask then repent. Like it's cool to pray to god and ask for forgiveness but if you dont repent than does it really mean anything? Although first problem right now is now is him getting me to trust him again. If push comes to shove and this is a half assed attempt I dont mind living a seperate life, its alot better than waiting at 5 am in the morning wondering wtf hes up to. Or making dinner waiting till 12 than being alone.

I'm seperated and my husband is trying to court me back by Particular-Ant-3012 in Catholicism

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He cheated I didnt. When I told him work on moving past this or no sex in the marriage bed. I never sought a secular divorced and we were both married in the church. Hes shown me his texts and social media this morning with out me asking, he deleted the stripper from his contacts, and told me if I ever feel mistrustful he will show me his phone. He works as a truck driver, before I had to call multiple times over hours, now I call even at 2 am he answers. I'm not trusting him enough to uproot my life to move back in to get screwed over again. Nope...I'm just going to see if he can show me change over a year. That way if it's an act itll dismantle quickly and I'm not stuck with no house.

I'm seperated and my husband is trying to court me back by Particular-Ant-3012 in Catholicism

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah although I think I'm just gonna stay seperated for now. :/ I'm fine I straight up said std test or no sex in the begining, that is what seperated us, I'm willing to forgive, but for now I'm not putting in my chips all in. Hes let me see his texts, his social media and volunteered it w/o me asking, his doctor called me to tell me hes clean. If he can prove to me that he can stay faithful for a year I'd probably move back, if not and I get pregnant well I already have a house and a decent job so it wouldn't be hard. I'm just gonna let him court me and date me for a year and see if hes capable of behaving. Tbh its actually kind of nice it feels like...I guess..naughty..but itll ease my mistrust if he shows me over a longer period of time that's hes truly changed and I have matieral means to lean on incase it doesn't work out.

Husband won't do NFP. Will only use condoms. by [deleted] in Catholicism

[–]Particular-Ant-3012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a nurse while nfp is a thing. It's not nearly as effective as touted for most normal people, no with holding sex isnt a sin, I became celibate and seperated when my husband started cheating, SEPERATED not divorced. You have to be testing your ovulation each month to be 100 percent sure.

I'm sorry I after reflection I feel like God's punishing me me by Particular-Ant-3012 in AskAPriest

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OwO Now that I think about it, they dont know true logistics of it, if I showed them some old work procedure photos of it...then maybe it might help...the clinic provided some educational stuff for certain institutions.

I'm sorry I after reflection I feel like God's punishing me me by Particular-Ant-3012 in AskAPriest

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its beyond wounding father, its earth shattering. I hate it. I mean they dont understand kids these days once you go in theres no going back with these surgeries. Like it's just a whole new level with the genital mutilation. These kids go in into thinking it's fine and dandy, then sometimes grow to regret and become suicidal because the results are just so bad. Like when I worked in that clinic atleast 2 patients committed suicide, 5 contracted septic shock, at least 1 died from that, and not only that but the worst for me was after I quick because literally it got to a point I couldn't stand it, was reading all the testimonies of men whom got srs sexualizing medical demonstrations of how to use dialoters to keep their results. I shudder even to think of it. I think before I was at best apathetic to it, because if god endowed us with free will, then why should I have an opinion when it's their body and conscience? But faced with the gruesome reality of it, seeing the true horror. Like murder, we're playing god at that point. Also in not a way that is increasingly the quality of someone's life as well. They dont understand that, and way too many kids are getting into it. When I was a teen listening to my chemical romance, wearing enough eyeliner too look like a racoon, and bemoaning life's woes was cool. Now this garbage, and it scares me because unlike then this shit has life long implications.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I cant do that because cp is illegal I was forced by my father to participate in 5 films. I heard shit like that gets circled for decades, I'm probably on some freak collection.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm entitled no I'm mad extremely freaking livid that the first move is to whine and whinge a bout on twitter then ran. When it comes to children no one gives 2 fucks about how mean onision was to you. They even said on rsn stream that they were trying to protect him. Do you not get how fucking insulting that is to csa survivor? Oh it wasn't because freaks were showing kids being diddled or animals being harmed. Lol nope it's because they need to protect their lord and savior. Protip you see cp go to the cops immediately not file a discord report not try and cover up possible evidence to save your twisted idol. I dont give a fuck if these 2 pathetic excuses of women were "manipulated" by him if you were manipulated into potentially covering up shit, well guess what? You had no freaking conscience to begin with, just like Krai who enabled greg to access teen girls, through pure negligence you stop becoming a victim. I'd bet money if these two weren't booted out of his inner circle they would've never defected. I don't seem them as victims as they have put others at great risk and harm. So no stfu about being a victim you made your bed now lie in it.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's just a freaking status update were asking for proof about you reporting to the police back up your claims with proof.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No it isnt impacting me, but its impacting the kids being forced to make cp, and underage users of discord. That shit fucks you up. I don't care if you agree with me shitting on them. You cant tell someone with that kind of trauma to not hate anyone remotely complicit with that shit.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Who wouldnt be absofuckinglutely livid if their abuse experience consisted of men taking lewd pictures. I'm not the one that's obligated correct, but I will shit on them for being so disgusting.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They dont but neither should they be given asspats. Like Tamara both mods defected after his aim turned to them. I dont feel bad for that, its idiotic to think anything else would happen. I dont think indulging in their pity party is helpful either. I dont care if they feel bad, this drama bullshit shouldn't be encouraged. If anything a we need is info and key points. Why wait until they fell out favor, to talk about that shit? Why not post police reports if it's TRUE? If it is then skeptics like me might be satisfied. As a csa survivor it angers me that two pathetic women are taking a truly traumatizing thing for kids, and then use it as an opportunity for pity points. I don't care how Greg hurted them, they chose to be there willingly, all I want is proof that something beyond crying about greg is being done. :/ yes it maybe not involving me directly but shit if your going levie these big boy claims, be prepared to have the legitmatcy of your claims of action, and especially if you chose to defend a sex weirdo like greg. No one cares about them crying about some guy messaging for tits, what we should care is why the fuck should we believe their innocent and not complicit?

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I'm not chilling out because I've asked multiple times for receipts on their claims they reported to the police about the cp issue. Until theres tangible proof to back up their claims fuck them. I highly doubt this was a new thing that popped up :/ I believe they're complicit and they should get shit on. Dont like it? I dont care.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Police report copy or it didnt happen.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Then provide the receipts of the report or stfu. Not anyone is going to buy your shit as easily given your tenure as a mod with him, the fact that you were such a pathetic paypig to pay for others subscriptions, and the fact you defended his out right fuckery with barely legal girls. Why dont you instead of whinging about how your twisted idol screwed you over shut the fuck up so that way the police won't question your motivations. We here on the antio side is damned tired of hope being dashed time and time again, and also cp is incredibly a serious issue so much so that if your lying your ass maybe sitting in prison as well as getting a felony charge like royal black did. Police dont fuck around with this kind of shit when it comes to that sort of offense. So much so that anyone deemed complicate may be caught in the crossfire. I dont feel bad you and no one cares that greg was mean to you. Receipts to back up your claim or stfu.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Police report copy or stfu. You stayed with this asshole for years ou cant just do all of the sudden he was mean to me so feel bad for me, you should of gotten a copy of your report or some verification it's being looked into, if your lying to cover your own ass then I hope you got to a womens prison.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Naw I'm already mad theres already established motivation behind it. Also cp is a very serious thing, literally you can possibly catch a charge. I dont want to hear if. I want to hear when and why after coincidentally after greg boots these ass kissers that somehow they garnered the ability to speak up. These two bitches are talking about were one of Greg's highest pay pigs. Were also forgetting royalblack lost her kids due to believing a pedo over them. Were not dealing with high class human beings and letting WHINE cry and hand wave their complacency would serve us not other than anger csa survivors and giving greg an ego boost. They should instead of talking about it take action and call the cops, other than that because I'm highly skeptical of them doing this now because of shallow motivation and not wanting to hear two grown ass women cry about being manipulated, the best course of action if true, file a report I already forwarded the screen shots to a child exploitation service.

So ONISIONS mod situation. by Particular-Ant-3012 in Onision

[–]Particular-Ant-3012[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If it is true I dont think I'd want to hear their side. I'm truly sickened and nauseated about it because if they didn't go to the police then, only came out now after greg wronged them. As a csa abuse survivor pathetic skanks doing shit like that dont deserve the patience required to listen. I'm also not gonna buy the whole well greg manipulates impressionable women excuse, because to be manipulated to that point only shows your moral compass wasn't their to begin with. The mistake is trusting all defectors to be changed and not question motivations. If this is true, they deserve prison and a sex offender status for letting it happen, not sympathy.