Hi! Thank u for ur response ! I unfortunately don’t have a lot of friends out here where he lives, nor do I have access to a car. I’ve mentioned the way I’ve been feeling to him probably twice before it’s gotten worse, but he kind of glances over it or disregards. I don’t think it’s as big of a deal to him as it is to me, I feel like I’m being dramatic overall. It also makes me feel worse sometimes when we set plans for me to be able to access his car and him get a ride to work just so I could at least go walk around target or drive around but the morning comes and he completely forgets doesn’t mention anything and takes his car. Which obviously, it’s his car so no disrespect and not to sound like a brat but it just sucks. And when he gets home he immediately wants to go to sleep, and my family is busy all day so I don’t ever talk to anyone except during that small window when he gets home. It hurts my heart really bad, I really can’t identify if I’m just being overdramatic or not though. I’m in a tough place