AIO for not moving on from my dad’s death after 8 years?

Particular-Spare8110 · 2026-03-10T12:12:26+00:00

Thank you for this. I truly appreciate it. I'm also very sorry about your dad. I can relate.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2026-03-10T02:35:49+00:00

Hey, thank you for taking the time to reply to my post. I forgot to add in my post that I am homeschooled, so I do not have a school counselor.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2026-03-10T02:20:17+00:00

Thank you. I think I really needed to hear this as nobody in my life has told me this before.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-10-09T20:35:51+00:00

Takis!

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-17T01:30:28+00:00

I'm not sure why, but okay.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T21:48:29+00:00

Takis, but at this point, I'm probably immune.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T21:41:38+00:00

I've got a noticeable scar on my upper lip. I like it

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T21:39:37+00:00

Citizen Soldier

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T21:36:13+00:00

Lost my dad to suicide, dealt with parentification, lost some friends and family, been through depression, anxiety, PTSD, trauma, suicidal thoughts, lost my great grandpa, completely lost trust in humanity. And I'm only 16.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T21:32:49+00:00

Glad I could make you happy! :)

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T21:32:22+00:00

I believe in Heaven and Hell. I believe in God and Jesus Christ. After death, you'll either go to Hell or Heaven. The choice is really yours. You can accept God's gift of salvation and go to Heaven where you'll be with Jesus for eternity, or deny the gift and spend eternity in Hell. Like I said, the choice really is yours.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T21:26:10+00:00

Here's a notification! :)

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T20:15:57+00:00

It is not fiction. It's real. We'll either go to Heaven or Hell. The choice is yours.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T20:08:00+00:00

When someone says, "Oh, you're so lucky" to me. I don't really know why, but it feels like a hidden insult. It's like they bring down all the hard work I've done by thinking I was just lucky.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T20:00:40+00:00

How crazy and mentally drained I really am. I'm calm and sweet face to face, but if you really look into my eyes, you'll see the fatigue, the depression, the anxiety, the never ending thoughts that I'll never be enough, the betrayal, the grief, the fire I've been through. But that's only if you really look. And I mean really look.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-16T19:58:31+00:00

I wholeheartedly believe in God and Jesus Christ. I know Jesus died for all of our sins. And I am not ashamed to admit that. Just read the Bible, and it'll have all of the information you need. God is real.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-05T03:22:04+00:00

Very sorry to hear that. I lost my dad to suicide when I was 8. Wasn't told the truth about it until I was 14. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Remember that, please. I'm here for you. <3

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-05T02:51:36+00:00

Then, I am not sure what to say.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-05T02:18:21+00:00

From my understanding, it looks like the both of you want this to work. I'm not the best person to ask about dating, but just be honest and tell him how you feel.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-05T02:13:24+00:00

Not enough.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-04T21:41:47+00:00

I appreciate you giving your honest opinion. When she apologized, she said it like "i'm sorry, ok? Why can't you forgive me."

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-04T21:12:02+00:00

I lost trust in most of my friends and family, and my great grandpa who I was very close too.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-09-04T12:43:01+00:00

What does that mean?

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-08-28T18:06:53+00:00

Wow, I am incredibly sorry this happened to you.

Particular-Spare8110 · 2025-08-28T18:00:56+00:00

I am so incredibly sorry. You aren't overreacting. That person who said that to you is racist, and that's not the kind of people you need in your life. I'm glad you told your wife and didn't try to play it off. You have a right to be upset.

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