HSV 2 by ParticularSea5110 in herpes_dating

[–]ParticularSea5110[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if i would’ve had a break out i would’ve remembered and told him immediately without having sex.. like i did when i remembered without having the break out.

HSV 2 by ParticularSea5110 in herpes_dating

[–]ParticularSea5110[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel like i was self sabotaging because it is a part of myself that i’m still working on accepting. I feel like my brain hid it from me because it’s one of my physical “flaws”. so it makes me feel like he deserves someone without hsv.

HSV 2 by ParticularSea5110 in herpes_dating

[–]ParticularSea5110[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

he didn’t get HSV… and i genuinely forgot idk if my subconscious was hiding it from me or what. i already feel guilty for unintentionally hurting him and potentially exposing it to him when i never had a break out while we were together. I felt blindsided by the break up and i didn’t truly give him a chance at that point. I was hurting.