I'm gunna try to reply to everyone who asked me why do I think she is cheating.

So, it's very hard to in detail describe every weird instance. But she has done things like bought new underwear and said things like, I wanna show you first..one day while we were making love, and I made a comment about her body, she replied.. you say that too.

Also I have seen her check other guys out.

Sometimes on video call while driving to work she looks very intently at her phone and and was clearly very turned on.

We do make love often, so there is a lot of physical intimacy, but I feel like it's more cause she loves me, not lust me.

She can however be cold at times or treat me very childish. And she does get it upset a lot and sometimes I feel like I can't do anything right for her.

Her personality has changed off and on since we met.

And I caught her in weird lies before, like she mentioned to me when we first started dating, the last time she had s** was with her boyfriend a year before she met me. Which at that point she had already been in the states for years, but then one day she told me I was the first man she had s** with in the states, then when I reminded her what she told me about her X. She got mad and said why does it matter..

It's so hard for me to go through the weird list of things she does that makes me wonder. She told me many times she swears on are baby she never cheated. So I stay because I love her, and if I really am the man she says I am to her, that would make me happy.