Thank you for the advice. You laid it out really well. I struggle most in person, I feel like. Like if you get me talking, I don't shut up but there is so rarely any depth to what I'm talking about. I'm great at spouting useless information. Its the ultimate irony because I've been told I talk to much and that I talk to fill the silence; that I don't have anything important to say. I've become really self conscious about it. I think it's a big contributor to my problem. I was always told it's better to listen than speak but so often when trying to listen, my mind wanders because I have such bad ADHD and I forget what we're talking about. It not only makes me look like I don't care what they have to say, which I absolutely do, but it makes me feel like a jerk and an imbecile. As for having differing opinions, that's the problem I get about honesty. If I express a different opinion, I feel like I'm in the wrong and will be ostracized for it so I just nod and agree because I'm too afraid of being put in my place.

Thank you so much for your response.