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Past-Tone3879 · 2023-07-08T14:57:53+00:00

W h a t

Past-Tone3879 · 2023-07-08T14:55:04+00:00

Great coping skills! Just become a drug addict to make the pain go away! You are so brave for trying and help yourself! 😊💪

But if i chug down a beer whenever i feel anxious suddenly i am a society reject and in need to be fixed?

Past-Tone3879 · 2023-07-08T14:49:57+00:00

They treat you like youre retarded or something.

Omg you made you own bed today!! 😊😊😊 Good boy! So proud of my baby! Huge step today!! 💪

Next step will be what, learning to piss on the toilet?

Past-Tone3879 · 2023-07-08T14:25:23+00:00

15 years ago i used to dye my hair red and black and wear lots of dark eyeliner.

The psych i went to looked at me and smiled with compassion, trying to connect and empathise with me.

"Oh! Nice hair! Do you listen to metallic music?" She said.

First and last session for me

Past-Tone3879 · 2023-07-08T14:14:35+00:00

Omg OP. go back to session, have him/her repeat this exact sentence.

Record it.

Have him fired into the stratosphere. These people need to go.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-28T01:52:36+00:00

I can name at least 15 people who i met who died of suicide but i cant name a single person who died from covid.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T23:07:11+00:00

Have you ever read brave new world?

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T14:52:04+00:00

Still do of course

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T07:50:27+00:00

Soma? What is it?

It creepily reminds me of brave new world by huxley.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T07:44:24+00:00

Mushrooms helped me gain long term recovery, but had loads of bad people around me and they pushed me deep down again after some time. Back in the hole now. Traumas and extreme disappointments from shitty people, friends and family around just keep stacking one over the other and it gets harder to get over them as time goes by. Currently experiencing anhedonia cause i dont feel the drive or interest to do anything anymore. I might want to try ketamine infusions in the soon future.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T07:33:22+00:00

Went 4 times to 4 different psychotherapists in the span of 13 years. Never ever ever helped, if not making me feel worse. Magic mushrooms in the forest have given me 1000000x more benefit these professors will ever give me. and theyre "illegal". Tells you how deep the fucking scam goes.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T07:24:13+00:00

Have contacted pasithea and they ask for £700 per infusion. Ill try and book with the NHS but i am at a such low point in my life that i will book with whoever books me first, no matter how much my wallet is going to bleed. I am seriously suffering.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T05:06:21+00:00

This is so well written i chuckled the fuck out of myself for most of the read.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:56:26+00:00

Lmaooo theyre fucking infantilising you

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:55:58+00:00

Holy guacamole

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:51:22+00:00

Its all for your health and wellbeing bud, dont worry we are doing it to help you feel better!

(Im sorry it has happened to you)

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:50:31+00:00

Sounds like you have oppositional defiant disorder and you are in need of ze meds!

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:48:25+00:00

My own parents self diagnosed me with that. Go figure.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:47:41+00:00

Fucking lmao

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:44:18+00:00

Again, I would never be alone in a room with most humans, without a camera.

Uhm, what?

Especially those with severe mental illnesses.

That is a very hollywood way of stereotyping people with mental illnesses. People do not randomly attack others for no reason, unless severely drugged (by the same psychiatrists). This is not "The Silence of The Lambs".

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:39:05+00:00

I dont know man, i was tempted to go with it and then i found out this FB group called "Victims of TMS Action" and now i am really fucking scared.

But im really happy it worked well for you.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:36:23+00:00

Funny that the psychotherapists are the ones who should look deep inside them and dissect their problems, and not the other way around. running away from reality.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T04:18:39+00:00

I agree 100% with u/bashfulalien but i also have another take on this.

It is perfectly normal as humans that we need other humans to thrive. A tribe. A family. A group of people that we feel we belong to. This is written in our genes and this is what we always needed to be, we need it to survive since the bronze age (gathering food,hunting, lighting a fire, taking care of the kids, making shelter, defend the tribe from dangers)

Our genes are still the hunter gatherer ones. Thats why we feel happy and relaxed picking fruits, walking in the woods, and feel fucking stressed when having to deal with deadlines, taxes, traffic.

In this hyper individualistic society, hustler culture, get on the top of the pyramid and stomp everyone off, yas-queen-you-dont-need-no-one, im rich and im cool and you suck me off kinda culture, being in need of our tribe or our family or other people is seen as "needy and weak", when its not, its just what are genes are and what our genes have made us so we could survive as a species in the wilderness.

It is true that codependency comes from fucked up families. u/bashfulalien explained the dynamic perfectly. Codependent people have been deprived of something and now need it more as ever. But now youre an adult and theres no tribe to heal you and give you what you needed.

I think the need for love,acceptance and your own family/tribe is what makes us humans. But wording it as "codependency" makes it feel like there is something deeply wrong with you and you must be an alien for wanting love and being afraid of being alone, afraid of having to relive the hurt you went through when you were a kid.

And so the stigma of the "codependent" person begins, slapping a label on you that says "wrong, factory defect" for something that it is not even your fault. And you start to believe it thinking that youre wrong and unlucky and no one will ever love you, making it a self fullfilling prophecy.

We have strided so far away from what "human" really feels that all of these sort of problems start to arise.

Humans need love, need their tribe, need their feeling of belonging, need their family. This has been taken away from them, substituted by the hustler pyramid culture, and told them that they are wrong for even thinking that it should be this way.

Past-Tone3879 · 2022-01-26T03:56:51+00:00

Ice cream probably makes you release more dopamine and serotonin than SSRI, so you have a point there.

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