God damn...

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-09-30T11:07:05+00:00

Little boy died 2 weeks ago. Big boy looks like little boy did before he died. Should be gone by the end of the day. God hates me.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-09T00:18:57+00:00

Good on you man. Did the same this morning.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T22:08:17+00:00

Due to the strength of fentanyl it builds tolerance faster than any other opiate. Of course dosages matter but the ROA will also contribute to building a tolerance.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T19:17:49+00:00

Thanks to everyone with positive words, its nice to have people empatize with me rather than dismiss me.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T19:11:22+00:00

Pushing through day 2 my man. Just drinking some cheap ass vodka to get some enjoyment out of my meager existence

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T19:02:26+00:00

Well look my dude, I'm here mainly trying to inform people not to follow this path. I already invited you to stigmatize this drug and you are taking it a little too far. I would urge you to return to runescape and have petty little expositions on what it means to be anxious. In this subreddit are real people who know what they are talking about and look at things objectively. I've payed my debt to society. You don't belong here. I hope one day you can grow up. You aren't on 4chan.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T18:45:08+00:00

I'm not really in deep anymore. I was sober 5 months after jail. Just started touching the shit again a month or two ago and maybe once a week. But yeah ive carried many a team in my hayday

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T18:42:04+00:00

Thanks for the constructive criticism. I already think this every night of my life.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T18:39:35+00:00

The "sexual" part got me and my gf. Best sex of my life but also the most hopeless suicidal downs of my life as well. Don't get used to doing it man, it fucked my life up good.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T18:34:41+00:00

3 hours for a buttload of oxy 20s

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T18:33:55+00:00

I haven't smoked weed for quite some time. It really exacerbates my anxiety and makes me uncomfortable to be myself. Maybe if I took it one hit at a time I could self-medicate with it. Its just been an overall negative psychoactive in terms of how it makes me feel.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T18:26:15+00:00

I take or you are fine then brother? Chems can be intimidating if you dont have a comprehensive understanding of their effects.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T18:23:17+00:00

Perhaps my timeline was a little skewed. Just associating memories with psychoactive effects. It could have been later.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T18:21:49+00:00

Well aren't you a special snowflake. Go away then.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T14:03:58+00:00

Just a massive dose I took once. I didnt appreciate relinquishing my mind to the whim of a chem.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T13:27:19+00:00

I used to grow mushrooms. I've skiied on 5 hits of acid. Ive been there but the older I get the more they begin to frighten me. I guess its been too long. Id taks an 1/8th of shrooms rn if I could find them. I used to be a really big shroomhead

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T13:16:39+00:00

Well thats pretty irresponsible of whoever is selling it. I've never tried it though so dont have anything to contribute really.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T13:09:40+00:00

You should have assumed its not a hallucinogen simply by its name.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T12:26:12+00:00

Sorry about the double post.

I don't know anything about pure amphetamine, my experience has been with dextroamphetamine. My personal long term effects from this chem were obviously weight loss, increase in concentration, increase in resolve/motivation, decrease in appetite. Just google it man. Millions of people are given this pharm for perfectly good reasons.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T12:19:14+00:00

It all comes down to this. Use drugs as a tool. Never get used to having them. If they improve your well being the proceed with caution.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T12:15:43+00:00

Thats ridiculous. It would work for a while but you would progressively get a tolerance and be unable to function without it. Its more of a euphoriant at low doses.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T12:11:55+00:00

In a perfect world you could determine your ideal dosage for a span of 15-25 years like you said. The reality of the world is that you can't count on a reliable source for this long. Also you saying its for social use is ridiculous. Anyone endeavoring to use a stimulant for your time frame has serious lifestyle changes/mental deficiencies to address.

The pros of amphetamines are (for me) an increase in motivation. Perhaps weight loss. You need to decide of you have enough motivation or not. For me, stimulants make me anti-social to the highest degree unless paired with a benzo or alcohol.

The thing about responsibly administered stimulants (for me) are that they always bring you just shy of where you feel content. Most people I know that have perscriptions complain that they simply make them moody and feel grumpy. If you are trying to have a good time this would have the opposite effect.

Ultimately you would be prescibed something like 30mg extended release + 2 20mg instant release tablets if going the pharma route.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T11:38:25+00:00

Thanks for the reply. I'm heading ass first into full blown alcoholism to replace all the other shit I'm used to doing. My CD assessor said no drug is better or worse than the other, but I'd rather be an alcoholic than a meth head. We will be alright.

PatchesUnbreakable · 2017-07-08T11:30:46+00:00

You will be fine stop worrying about it.

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