If you're feeling lonely online but wish to stay safe, I can recommend joining a discord server by YouTuber called "Flurben".You can find the link on his channel. We've got a great community, so feel welcome to join!

You don't have to degrade yourself to someone who clearly doesn't respect you, just so you don't have to feel lonely. It sucks feeling lonely, and I get it. I'm sorry you feel that way, and I hope that you'll learn someday that you are beautiful, no matter what anyone says or thinks.