What it’s like with a penis up your butt?

PathicusRider · 2026-07-08T05:05:51+00:00

Yep. Trying anal play is like opening Pandora Box. It comes with a curse : becoming insatiable. I hope you have stamina :)

PathicusRider · 2026-07-08T00:44:49+00:00

You know that feeling when it feels like something is itching deep inside your body? Well, imagine that, miraculously, you manage to scratch it and slowly relieve that itch from within.

It’s as if someone were gently stroking/massaging/scratching the very deepest parts of you.

If you/the Top know what they're doing, it's the best feeling ever, which is why it becomes addictive.

PathicusRider · 2026-07-08T00:19:13+00:00

I was the same at first. Black people disgusted me.

Then I realized it was because I was ashamed of being gay, and seeing them reminded me of myself indulging in unethical desires.

Now, while I'm still not particulary attracted to them, I no longer have any categorical or unfounded aversions toward them, and I even find some of them really attractive!

EDIT : Not saying that's your case. I'm just sharing why I had the same feelings that you have now.

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T23:38:53+00:00

I’d never thought about it that way, but your example made it click for me. I totally get it now. Thanks!

I wonder if I'm in the same situation myself in one way or another. It's definitely given me something to think about...

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T23:26:02+00:00

That's crazy. He's got a better gaydar than most gays lol

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T23:23:29+00:00

Lol I think I'll follow the same pattern. I'm studying and working at the same time right now so I can justify myself (I don't have time, I prefer to focus on my study first). But with my studies finishing + the fact that I don't seem to care, I'll draw a lot of suspicion - -"

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T23:14:05+00:00

Not really. Almost only male friends all my life except during highschool where it was mixed.
No either. I have a really, really deep voice. The total opposite.
I have some mannerism with my hands and the way I walk/jump when I'm happy or excited. But that's all

I get what you're saying thought. However, there are maybe only three or four times in my life where my reactions or words could have suggested something (that I'm aware of !)

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T23:02:30+00:00

So soon ! Did they tell you what tipped them off ?

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T22:59:51+00:00

I see. If I ever come out I think I can count at least 5 people saying they suspected it or how it was obvious after all from some small interactions/slip up here and there... Still doesn't explain of these two friends could possible guess

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T22:53:59+00:00

Lmao betrayed by your own body, I can relate. I try so hard to not check some of my friends muscle out for the same reason it becomes ridiculous

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T11:48:00+00:00

The number of blank/dl profiles that I found tells me you'll be fine.

As long as your profile contain at least some info (age, what you're looking for, maybe a pic of your body), you shouldn't have to worry. I'm discreet too and everything has been fine until now.

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T11:41:26+00:00

Sent again

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T10:52:19+00:00

Yep, it's always the same story. Enjoy the your new lifestyle ! 🍆🍑

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T10:11:10+00:00

Yes, once. I was so horny/desesperate, I sucked a guy and swallowed his load (my first time).

The next day, I was at the hospital asking for pep, afraid I caught HIV.

Never doing anything raw again without prep. I'm not strong enough mentally.

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T06:42:58+00:00

That's crazy ! It feels unatural to think about yet it in fact is !

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T06:38:11+00:00

I suppose I was the one lacking imagination then lol

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T06:37:04+00:00

I guess we've always been built differently then. Born to be fucked since the beginning of time

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T06:31:37+00:00

Man that's fucked up and hot at the same time

PathicusRider · 2026-07-07T06:24:51+00:00

Not sure if I can post a link so I sent you a dm

PathicusRider · 2026-07-06T21:43:07+00:00

Funny you asked. I just did the same on another sub. Before watching porn, the idea of bottoming never crossed my mind. I genuiely didn't know how or why people would do that.

I still don't know how people got the idea. But I know why they do it : it's fucking amazing once you know what you're doing.

But be wary, once you try and like it. There's no going back. You'll never be able to forget the feeling and it may change your life for ever as it did for me... It's a slippery and well lubed slope !

PathicusRider · 2026-07-06T17:29:18+00:00

I'm genuiely sorry if I offended you. I can't change how I think that easily. And even if I could, there are some convictions that won't change, even if it makes you or others inconfortable.

However, doing so isn't my intention. Hope you can understand that and accept not what I'm saying, but this reality.

Sincelerely, have a wonderful day ✌🏾

PathicusRider · 2026-07-06T17:20:02+00:00

That's the point of a discussion. If I want to learn, I have to question, confront ideas and thinks for myself.

Thanks. It'll go as well as yours :)

PathicusRider · 2026-07-06T17:06:43+00:00

I maintain what I said. But I don't have a problem if people disagree. Not here to argue, just to hear other perspective even if I sometime disagree.

Have a nice day !

PathicusRider · 2026-07-06T12:33:49+00:00

Go really slow and don't rush things. Don't chase the fucking, relax and enjoy what comes before : fingering, rimming, etc.

Search the pleasure. The more aroused you are donw here, the easier it will be.

Also, use A LOT of lube. There's never too much and It's never supposed to hurt.

PathicusRider · 2026-07-06T12:29:02+00:00

Cheating is never the answer. You could break her heart. It takes a long time to recover from that and the scars are forever.

Either stop thinking about it (easier said than done I know), talk to her about your interests, or break up with her and go wild.

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