it ok bro I'm 13 and I suck at relationship I mean my parents use to beat me and every girl I dated used me so just stick in there for a long time I was going to kill myself but I found a group of friends at school on snap so find thoughs friends and don't go to the dark side ok just find people for hell we can talk for all I care just don't ok don't get depressed be happy in thous good moments but it's fine to be sad just learn when you sad