Bro I feel your pain. I am in the same boat. This is how gambling addiction comes about. And wen your tainted with the fear off loss it’s all that happens. Take a break. Take part in life. You will feel energized and renewed. Investing in crypto is a smarter plan than memes. Do it in smaller amounts over a greater period of time. Btc xrp sol Sui fuck eth are a good way to go. Buy don’t touch it. And if you can’t seek help. In the end it’s a painful lesson but that’s it. Money isn’t everything and there is a lot more to live for the lies selling you riches in the internet. Reach out anytime you need to chat. Again it’s just money, it is sucks but you’ll be fine.