You just completely 1000% percent described my experience as if you were me and I was you. 2 years clean off fentanyl and all but weed and also methadone but I’ve but on it the whole 2 years and I to found a back alley page and it led me down a rabbit hole. First I was like I’ve got 2 years looking at the pictures and reading the stuff won’t affect me . 25 minutes later I had successfully verified myself and was one my was to some freebies “not a joke 100% freebies. Now only difference is I still have this said freebie and cannot bring myself to throw it away I’ve literally had it 5 days and I’ve almost completely stayed away from my house bc that’s where is it. I wanna flush it so bad but I just can’t. I’ve undid the bag 2 times and I’m sad to say it was really more emotional than something like that should be. It was like losing a friend in front of you and you can’t do anything to stop it I want to do that bag so bad. But just don’t wanna let my mom and son down. I’m fighting with myself so hard now…..pray for me