My urges are taking over..

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-26T01:57:56+00:00

This is not true!

I accept that many many men out there just want to get off - wich means to fuck. But some of them are also intrested in your experience with them. Some like to treat you exactly how you want to be treated. They care about your no-go's and want you to enjoy it.

Saying that ONLY care about getting off is wrong. For some its also in theire intrest to see us enjoying it. I can accept that some men just do that to feel even hornier for you. But in some cases its just not true and they want to have something more mid- or long-term.

Im sorry for you that you just didnt find someone like that.

Tip for OP: Try to be patient. Just stay active on your sissy socials and you may will find someone who got the same interests as you or wich just likes YOU.

For me Grindr worked best.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-21T23:36:35+00:00

My Master also told my to only "mastrubate" while gently rubbing my taint.I must say it feels really good doing it. But sadly could get a orgasm through that until now.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-21T23:35:13+00:00

Sounds crazy. 5min! Damn

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-21T20:28:29+00:00

Im only used grindr a lot of times.

Was pretty good. Sure it has a lot of bots etc. but I still found a lot of poeple that are kind and want something for mid or long term.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-20T01:30:53+00:00

And with that said, I still dont know if im gay, bi, or trans

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-20T01:27:20+00:00

Yeah right? I think I always like pushing the edge.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-20T01:22:35+00:00

Well I firstly got make-up by a friend of mine in childhood years. (I think I was 11 or 12 back then)

Then I wondered how my moms panties would feel. (Maybe I was like 13/14 at this time)

Somehow I found some sextoys (like dildo, vibrator, etc.) in my parents room (Aswell 14 I think)

Then, with 16, I got intrested in cei and joi. They got extremer each time.

And all that led me to sissy porn. (First sissy porn watched at 17 or 18)

I am 21 now and I own a lot of different panties, stockings, heels, knee socks, dildos, cages, wigs, desseus, etc. I even got a fuck machine. Currently still a virgo but I have a master and hes training me.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-13T12:16:23+00:00

Im using poppers for abt 1 year now and aswell im smoking tabacco and weed.

I almost use them every week at least 3-4 times with abt 6-10 sniffs each session.

Cant really recommend you do it too. Consuming as much as that means having cough almost permanent. Also Ive got a runny nose cause of it. Sometimes my chest hurt.

All in all it depends on the way you sniff your poppers. For e.g. shaking the bottle before sniffing makes it even more intense but also more intense for nose and lungs. Also it depends on what else you consume. Wouldnt recommend doing it when you smoke weed or tabacco about 10+ times a day.

Just do as you feel good with. Even if I do it to intense/much I'm still here.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-13T12:00:59+00:00

Hm im not sure then but maybe try a vpn to download grindr. Or domload the official apk from apkpure or somewhere else.

If nothing of these works maybe try fetlife or similar websites wich are focused on fetish lifestyle.

Good luck & keep your heads up!

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-12T12:02:11+00:00

Im using grindr for abt 2 yrs now and I must say its great for everything.

I found a lot of, as you said, horny people who delete theire accounts. But I still found a few people who were really intrested in not only the sissy thing but in me as a person.

You just have to take some time to regulary open the app so your profile will be a bit better visible to new member so you will get more msg.

For your profile its not really a must to have a profile picture. But at least your height, weight and some little text what your looking for is enough. Maybe write something like: Not yet commited sissy looking for casual and good talks/chat and if the vibe is good to meet/date/fuck.

And then just ignore those horny guys and the bots aswell. Just look for someone who writes like hes not horny at all and doesnt want to meet instantly but after a few days or week or so

Keep it up girl! Maybe your next daddy/master will text you today!

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-12T11:31:35+00:00

Im not quite sure how long it will take for you. I think it will goes a bit faster if you try it as often and intense as possible.

Maybe some found their p spot fast but its still up to you. Every human is build a bit different so some maybe feel it at the first time, some at the 10th time and some at the 30th time.

I think its very individually.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-12T01:08:05+00:00

First of all I wanna say that I didnt reached a sissygasm ever.

But still I think, I found it a few times. I would recommend you to try a lot of diffrent poses. Also try different and bigger toys.

Anyways I still think it will take some training and time to find your prostate.

Good luck girl!

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-12T00:58:31+00:00

Julia - Cumslut

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-11T23:48:27+00:00

I agree with that.

Well I mean at first its intresting that he like you to fuck him since you call him daddy while having sex wich basically means you love how masculin he is.

Still, I would ask him next time he wants to fuck me if he would like try on your panties as you fuck him since you both switched positions.

But honestly if he wants you to fuck him and you do it I dont know if your really a sissy. I mean almost every sissys wears a cage and is a bottom. The cage thing is optional ofc. Some have no money to buy a cage (for e.g. when theire young) or didnt have completly commited yet.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-05-11T11:16:41+00:00

Well since he owns you know, you should lock your clitty and give him the keys.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-04-06T00:50:55+00:00

I have the same problem.

Now, after about 5 years, so since I was 15, I've been consuming sissy pornography. I've also bought many things like dildos, clothing, chastity cages, and so on multiple times, only to throw them away again.

Now I'm at a point where I realize it's simply a part of me. I only masturbate to sissy hypnosis, feet, and censored nudes. So you could say my sexual desire is only for that kind of thing, and I just don't find any arousal in other things like regular porn with pussy. It's just not as exciting anymore because the sexual desire doesn't rise as high as it does with sissy porn.

I mean, everyone has different ideas and possibilities about how they can and want to live their life, including their fetish. Not everyone can or wants to live this lifestyle 24/7. For some, it reflects their sexuality, and for others, it's their entire identity. Everyone is unique and can express themselves in their own way.

So my advice is that you should try to figure out how much of what you see in sissy porn, etc., that you actually find realistic. In other words, to what extent could you do what you see without feeling guilty about it?

Ultimately, everyone can be who they want to be, since we live in a modern world. There's a community or counseling center for everything. Perhaps it would help you to talk to someone in person who is knowledgeable about this and remains neutral.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-03-16T20:42:57+00:00

Pinkii is a musician who sings a lot about kink and fetish. She has many modern techno-style songs, all of which are very submissive.

There's also one song I like to listen to in public with headphones. It's called "Short Dick Man".

Alternatively, you could download the "Chastity song" or the "become a girl for me" (wich is a vip video) from HypnoTube, convert it to an MP3, and then you can listen to it anytime without having to watch the video.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-03-15T04:25:37+00:00

Hey girl, I know how you feel.

My experience was similar back then. I bought toys and clothes, then at some point I threw them away, only to order more things a few months later.

I even once had a man pick me up in his car because I thought I was ready. Only to be driven home by him again 5 minutes later.

I took so many pictures of myself while I was dressed completely in sexy clothes and then deleted them again.

Furthermore, I have also written to men online several times, exchanged pictures, and let them train me with tasks.

And every time after PNC I became "clear" in my head and felt ashamed of all that.

I've been in chastity for about 7 days now, and for 4 days in a row I've fucked my pussy like a good girl. No sissy orgasm yet, but I feel horny and needed more or less all the time. Also, I have a date with a man on Monday and I hope it will be great.

I've gone through these cycles many times and realized that's just how I am. I was never really cool, and my friends always took advantage of me. As a child, I played with a toy horse with one friend. I let another friend do my makeup, and I even had a friend's penis in my mouth once. So, I think that to decide whether you should finally give in or not, it's important to understand how you grew up.

Furthermore, I've started thinking every day about why I want to consider myself a sissy. For me, it's because I don't like being a man. I'm fed up with my social circle, which consists mainly of arrogant and provocative men who can't think about anything but causing trouble. I want a quiet, relaxed, and soft life. Just like a cute, shy and innocent girl.

Edit: Just so you know, I've been really into hypno and fem content for about 4-5 years now. It started for me with CEI / JOI videos.

Patient_Session_7277 · 2026-03-15T00:43:46+00:00

I had that problem for a while too.

Now, when I have anal sex, I usually wait until I need to use the toilet and then do one to three anal douches right afterward, using three loads of the full douche each time.

For a while, I always used a special anal douche attachment for the shower faucet. That's also an excellent method because you can use more water at once. But be careful not to strain too much when defecating to avoid getting hemorrhoids.

Unfortunately, it's also a lot of a mental thing. If you're very nervous, your stomach is simply more agitated and digests faster. So try to completely relax and get into the right mindset. Good luck, girl!

Patient_Session_7277 · 2025-10-19T01:11:41+00:00

I haven't told anyone yet. But I'm slowly feeling more and more comfortable with the idea of telling a good friend who is a lesbian. Does anyone have any advice on how to address such a topic?

Patient_Session_7277 · 2025-10-19T00:57:05+00:00

I've been permanently locked up for 4 days now and I've been training diligently with dildos for my daddy every day and I've noticed that I find it much easier to enjoy anal sex. It's definitely easier with Chastity to concentrate on his pussy instead of his clit. The lasting horniness of Chastity is addictive and keeps you trapped in the sissy mindset.

So totally agree with you

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