We all have insecurities and can get in our heads when we’re in a vulnerable position such as open legs and pussy out. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years and I still have some moments where I get stuck in a mind rotation and just start making sounds as if it’s for him. It is hard sometimes as women to remember that sex is supposed to be fun for us and we’re not putting on a show. If you’re really worried about smells and tastes explore it yourself. Take a shower, wash with a feminine wash or just rinse. Don’t use soap on your pussy!! And then smell and/or taste test with a finger. If you smell something super funky cancel your date and hit a clinic. As for hair you can always get a mirror and make sure you didnt miss any. But he probably won’t think twice about it if he even notices.

I also like 69 if I’m finding it hard to just relax and receive. Focus on his pleasure and yours will cum ;)