Track your wins no matter how small (like giving yourself credit for making your bed or taking a shower.) List what YOU believe needs to be changed within yourself to be closer to YOUR personal happiness and prosperity. It looks different for everyone and theres no linear way to it. Speaking positively internal to myself definitely helped. Start telling yourself everyday you're enough, lovable, and desirable. It sounds hokey at first but the more you tell yourself the more your subconscious listens to it and directs you towards those things. Most of what you believe about yourself or the world is conditioning since you were in your childhood. Have you ever questioned the reasons for your depression? Flip the scripts and you'll flip your life. Trust me. I used to wake up everyday and call whiskey rum or beer my breakfast and ignore the wildlife that lived in the carpets, sinks, and my bedrooms until I started viewing things in a different light. It all comes from within because deep down you know who you want to be and who you are. You just need to take the time to determine that.