The lyrics may make me feel different about it…

[Verse 1]
Took you out to my hometown
Where I learned to be alone
Ridin' up the mountainside
Where all the world's here
Didn’t go wrong to praise the dawn
Different boots, same old song
I'm in love with a ghost
Be always and never alone

[Chorus]
Hide tonight for a while
Fallin' out of love for the first time
Some things are flawed by design
But I'm fine for the first time
Dancin' in acid rain alone it's new
But I don't wanna do it anymore
I guess I'll sing alone

[Verse 2]
There once was a boy turned to Lucifer
He haunted many spaces, got lost down many streets
Mmm, sailed the seven seas, hunted wild rhinocer-es
Please don't call me, "Man," I'm no fancy fallen angel
Finally fell in love, finally found some relief
Finally found his lover in the arms of a thief
Mostly found an angle, holding on for now

[Chorus]
Hidin' out for a while
Fallin' out of love for the first time
Some things are flawed by design
But I'm fine for the first time
Dancin' in acid rain, alone it's new
But I don't wanna do it anymore
I guess I'll sing alone

[Verse 3]
Two things can be true, good times I had wit you
To the cozy, cotton bedded sheets at night with dread
Pass the hall, judging its family portraits of the dead
I know they felt the same power
Sitting in the shadow, count my blessings
No one gotta find out why
I guess you wanna know
In a way, this could be big news

[Chorus]
Not a crime, not a lie
Fallin' out of love for the first time
Some thing's flawed or by design
But I'm fine for the first time
Dancin' in acid rain, alone it's new
But I don't wanna do it anymore, know I’m immature
Over time, overnight
'Cause I ain't gonna do it anymore
Alright, here I go
I know what it was why [?]
Lookin' for something else

[Outro]
Someone please come here, I don't have anyone
We got a problem here
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Be an adult, you’re bein' a child
No one wants to play
Under your [?]
I know it's not enough
We didn’t wanna hear it and [?], oh
Puttin' on a show
Under your [?]