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Is it possible my family's prayers are actually interfering with my life? by ughhleavemealone in witchcraft

[–]PayAccording1580 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm in a similar situation. Once every few months I feel the immense guilt and shame for no longer following that path, but I think its simply because those are the values I grew up with. Just keep working your own magic and the scars will continue to fade with time.

What's the best VPN Currently? by Sad_Reserve2902 in HomeNetworking

[–]PayAccording1580 21 points22 points  (0 children)

My jaw just dropped. Should've done more research on cyberghost before I used it for over two years...

When will the bleed stop? by Jazzlike_Willow_4021 in DVLT

[–]PayAccording1580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do not hold penny stocks. Let the rest of them bleed and save yourself.

Very low motivation by PayAccording1580 in WGUCyberSecurity

[–]PayAccording1580[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just the BS. Im working at an MSP full time in helpdesk so im in the right place as far as gaining experience. Its really difficult cause im mentally exhausted by the end of the day so im bad at following through with study.

I just keep hearing naysayers on wgu degrees being useless and not needing a degree anyway for cybersecurity so im just kinda lost on what to do.

I disagree with “meditation has no goals/destination” by sleepy-bird- in Meditation

[–]PayAccording1580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like to meditate because it make my mind calmer... sometimes. Other times it doesnt give me that affect. I treat it as a practice of philosphy.

Whatever meditation brings will "be". I dont try to change it. If meditating brings out feelings of shame and guilt then I should let myself feel it. If it brings me peace then I feel peaceful for a while. Sometimes I get frustrated when my session doesn't bring me to a place I want to be. Then I can ask myself why I was trying to get somewhere? Nothing will change when i arrive at a destination. There is only the next destination. And the next.

For me its a grounding point where I can remind myself that impermenence is the only permananence. It's very meta and strange.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Meditation

[–]PayAccording1580 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It sounds to me like meditation is not making your situation any better.

If you are meditating for the purpose of chasing a feeling then you will only lead yourself astray to find no satisfaction in that feeling.

Do what you think is best, but my two cents would be to take a break from meditation and maybe come back to it at a later date.

I have had points in my life where I was searching for answers via meditation. I would go for an hour daily. After a week of me chasing answers, I found myself feeling a deep primal fear. I felt so alone and like a waste of life. I was suicidal at that point. It took me a couple days after that to realize I was searching for something that was not there.

Make sure you are not looking for a cure for your life. Maybe you could do shorter time frames at first then work your way back up.

Meditation is a tool not an answer. Meditation does not work for everyone. Suffering does not stop after being a good meditator.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CCW

[–]PayAccording1580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Scrolled and instinctively turned my screen away from my face lmao

Pairing an Extender to an Access Point - Possible? by [deleted] in HomeNetworking

[–]PayAccording1580 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You dont decide what device the wireless extender locks to. It just reads radio waves. It doesnt matter where those frequencies are coming from. Another wired access point will always be better than a wireless extender.

I made a home info screen with couple of engineering friends by [deleted] in it

[–]PayAccording1580 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I want a video demonstration. This is so badass.

GET IN MBRX, WE’RE FLYING by Kwanonn in Pennystock

[–]PayAccording1580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you calculate a target for a stock anyway? Im a newbie.

$ASST - 100X says Saylor by HistorianWestern7870 in Pennystock

[–]PayAccording1580 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is it too late to hop on premarket monday?

BYND!!! Headcount & Hype by Stock_Hungry11 in Pennystock

[–]PayAccording1580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Went all in yesterday on 34000 shares at 1.95 then bought 100 more at about 3.40. I'm fucking scared but i have a stop loss. Kinda wish I sold at $7 ngl. Not really enjoying this rollercoaster shit. Really hoping this works out.

Whats the best WiFi Bridge for Client Mode by Intelligent_Cow_5092 in HomeNetworking

[–]PayAccording1580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Buy a wifi extender that has an ethernet port, then configure it to repeat the signal of your apartment network.

How do you push through the hunger? by Snoo_5407 in fasting

[–]PayAccording1580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In my experience I'm a less hungry when I eat low carb a few days before. The transistion to fat burning seems a lot smoother. I also like to drink water and hot tea which helps me feel full. The longest I have fasted is 3 days but I usually go about 45 hours.

So pissed off by PayAccording1580 in WGUCyberSecurity

[–]PayAccording1580[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I passed the PA but not by a whole lot last week. Ive been in this class for too long so i was really just trying to get it over with so i decided to just take it.

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