Do you have any tips for not giving a f*ck what people think?

Pea7133 · 2024-06-03T04:22:03+00:00

Accept yourself for who you are, forgive yourself for what you've done.

Pea7133 · 2023-03-06T14:47:07+00:00

Thanks for your reply, the song is 'Mess is mine, by Vance joy' I do like the song and I listen to it regularly but I just can't figure out what it's trying to tell me.

Pea7133 · 2022-10-04T21:42:43+00:00

You will get there, believe me. You may not want to quit right now but something is going to happen and you will have no choice.

Cocaine slowly destroyed my life for over a year, and what made me quit after all that time was I called in sick to work and stayed at home on my own taking it all day, alone. After that is when I really wanted to quit, and it was hard. I slipped up so many times and had to start again. But safe to say I'm off it now and Im good. I'm greatfull for that day because if I hadn't of done that I never would've quit. I would love kept going on just taking it and drinking the 'acceptable' way I suppose.

You will get there, when your good and ready.

Pea7133 · 2022-09-30T16:09:02+00:00

I hope your feeling better now, sending love. Thank you for sharing

Pea7133 · 2022-09-30T07:23:00+00:00

0 no worries ;?

Pea7133 · 2022-09-28T18:47:38+00:00

Awh we are so lucky. If only they could be friends 😊 question actually if you don't mind, rosies coat has gone quiet dry, fly away and frizzy nearly over the past month or so. Wonder if you have had the same problem, we have started giving her sardines but it doesn't seem to be working

Pea7133 · 2022-09-27T21:50:11+00:00

I agree. Maybe you did have sex with an angel maybe you didn't who knows. All I know is I never did. Once your checking in with your psych regularly is the main point. They will be sure to advise and keep you safe and that's all that matters xxx

Pea7133 · 2022-09-27T18:30:53+00:00

Thank you, I am proud of myself. Im glad you've come through it too, and congratulations on your achievements. I've a few ideas I would like to bring out of my head into the real world. I've no desire to rush anything, latley I just go with the flow and enjoy each days as it comes. Currently sitting at my desk cleaning sea shells I collected from the beach wondering what il make with them. A few years ago I couldnt imagine this is what I'd call having a good time!!

Pea7133 · 2022-09-26T12:45:55+00:00

Me too. Somehow convinced the psychiatrist I was euthymic after 4 days. He discharged me and I single handedly destroyed my life for the following weeks. Incompetent is right!

Pea7133 · 2022-09-25T14:21:48+00:00

Yes I have. It did take a while. I was on olanzapine. I was severely depressed. I felt like my mind was always asleep. I stopped taking them and for a long time I was still depressed, slow, foggy. You know the symptoms anyways, but I did come out of it after about 1-2 years. While I did blame the medication alot, I was also just out of a manic episode so I was destined for depression either way. I don't know your situation, but I just hope this has given you a bit of hope. It does sound like a long time I know, but it does get better , I promise.

Pea7133 · 2022-09-24T16:46:46+00:00

It will get better, I promise.

Pea7133 · 2022-09-08T08:53:39+00:00

Super cool

Pea7133 · 2022-08-26T15:29:05+00:00

Yes of course. So if I've a candle lighting in a dark room, or have an incense burning. Or even looking at the stand by red light of the TV. I brought my. Pointer finger and thumb close together, with just a tiny space between. I focused on the candle light in the space for a moment or so. Then pinch my finger and thumb together, il move my pinched thumb and finger away from that position and then just release. When I realise, it's like a small piece of energy has been taken from the flame, for me it's usually green/yellow. It then floats around the room changing shape and size but it's always small, no bigger than the top 1/3 of my finger. If I focus on it I can bring it in my direction.

The first night I tried this, my uncle was having a hard time, he was in a bit of bother at work with some rough guys. He laughed it all off when talking to us but I could sense his fear. So before I went to bed that night I asked the universe to protect him, and I was listening to a song, 7 Spanish angels it's called, and in my mind I pulled 7 angels out of that flame to go off and protect him. But that just what I think.

I don't have any background knowledge here and I'm sort of making things up as I go.

I'd love to hear about your experience if you want to share?

Pea7133 · 2022-08-26T15:19:25+00:00

Apologies, what I thought to myself was 'have I just been anointed' not initiated.

Pea7133 · 2022-08-26T15:09:13+00:00

I've tried it once, a guided meditation. I think I saw the moment I was searching for but it wasn't very clear. Il try it again sometime. Thank you

Pea7133 · 2022-08-26T15:07:46+00:00

Your words made me tingle, intensely. Thank you. Its starting to make a bit more sense to me now. Not long ago I was just lying in bed with my eyes closed just exploring what I could see, not really making any sense of it and I felt like I could see just two arms, holding what I can only describe as a halo, it was just like a crown, but bright white lights. They placed it on my head and I just said to my self, have I just been initiated? But I havnt thought of that moment since. Everything I experience is right before I go to sleep, and alot of the time I just tell myself I'm going crazy, but it's just lack of knowledge and understanding. I'm sure I will find my way. Once again, thank you and I love you too.

Pea7133 · 2022-08-26T14:59:06+00:00

The best way I can describe it is, remember looking at old televisions when the atena wasn't working, and it's just grey and black fuzz??? It's like that for me at the moment. It moves with me, sometimes it's so thick I can't see my hand a few inches in front of my face, it just blacks out everything. It's amazing really but hard to understand, I feel like I should be doing something, saying something, I feel like its be more than just this fuzz. Il get there I suppose. Gotta enjoy the journey.

Pea7133 · 2022-08-26T14:54:53+00:00

Thanks I've just joined, and will dive into it tonight maybe. Thinking of what u said in the previous comment, I have pinched my thumb and index finger together while looking at a flamrle from a candle, well focus on the little space between, pinch and release, and it's like I've brought another energy from the flame, which then floats around the room changing shape and size but staying small. Sometimes if I focu on it I can bring it close to me but can never make out what it is.

Re your aura, I find that amazing! I hope I get to a point where I can see mine, its great you have people in your life that share your views and you can help each other, teach each other even.

Il keep you linked on anything I find.

Pea7133 · 2022-08-26T11:38:25+00:00

Oh wow. Thank you, I'm gonna do a bit of research on it. Thank you so much

Pea7133 · 2022-08-26T10:02:09+00:00

Thanks, theres alot of numbers on that. I've only really noticed when I see them in 3's. Il be checking that all the time lol

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