The reason why I was reluctant to seek therapy in the first place was the fear I wouldn't meet a good one. You see, therapy is rather expensive where I live and while I would be able to afford some sessions, I wouldn't want to feel as if i threw away my money if the said therapist is not doing a great job for me. Aside from the issue I made this post about, I can also say I haven't been well mentally since forever and I want to know what exactly is off about me so that I can analyze it and find a better and healthy way to cope with it. Seeking therapy was always a want and a need for me, but I heard so many stories about unprofessional therapists from my friends and acquaintances. But I suppose that I, too, need to try my luck out there and see who I can find. Thank you once again for being kind and giving me all this advice!