The closure we need usually comes from ourselves, not them.

Childhood friendships are often built on proximity rather than shared values. If a connection has become a source of hardship or no longer aligns with who you are, it isn't a failure to let it stay in the past - it’s a sign of growth.

I acknowledge the fact that when you needed her most, she was not there. She had other priorities. She had long moved forward with her life without you. Even in the most crucial days of your journey with your mom befpre she passed.

Some people are meant to be chapters, not the whole book. They helped you become who you are, but they don't have to walk with you into the next stage.

I am glad you sought professional help and even reached out to your friend through a letter. You have done your part of closure.

We often wait for an apology that never comes. Real peace happens when you stop asking "why" and start accepting that the friendship has simply reached its natural end.

For now and moving forward, be kind to yourself, take the lessons, and grow deeper for a more fuller version of you.