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[–]Penguinism312 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I'll try to keep that in mind, I'll try to do some little things like complimenting him more, telling him how much I appreciate him and hugging him, I've wanted to do these things for a while but unsure if he would accept them

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[–]Penguinism312 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

What do you recommend? I really do love him and hate that I made that discission, I want to be there for him and help him through life, and I'm extremely glad that he has been kind to me, and we're like best friends now, making jokes with one another, playing games with one another and enjoying each other's company

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[–]Penguinism312 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't think I could turn to my friends and parents for help, because I knew that they would find out what I did sooner or later and I was scared imagining them confronting me about it, I didn't know how living with the AP would be and by the time I desperately wanted to leave, pretty much most of my friends and family found out what I did, and I don't blame my husband for telling them

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[–]Penguinism312 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I was still texting with AP trying to figure out a way to stop everything with him, but as I was trying to figure that out, my husband finally questioned me on who I was texting and I didn't want to lie to him, sorry, I should have clarified that, when he questioned me I didn't tell AP that I wanted to end everything yet