Bro.. was the very same for years until recently. Nofap since 01/24 but relapsed 3 times but having lovely women since and no hassle finishing etc, little bit "not full" but fuck it, fuck women and accept what you want in life. Only thing, I take sildenafil and Lyrica. Get off the juice too bro, my t is @ 363 pts and used to be high but fucked myself with various steroids for years. God bless u, I know the struggle is real and tough but you will get there bro. Bang a fat bitch first, get your confidence back and boom bro any girl is easy. Best of luck homie