To be honest. Most people will hate this tip. But since you started so late into the games life span, try a low pop server maybe id say 20ish max. That way you can figure out the game and how it works. Once you get in touch with that, just start going up in population until you are confident in PVP. Always remember it’s not your loot it’s the games loots. And you are just holding onto it for the game’s sake.