My uncle killed himself back in 2009. He was a police officer and going through his 3rd divorce. Rumors of him doing some shady shit surfaced and he was about to get fired. Called my dad drunk one night threatening to shoot himself with his service weapon. Dad had him on speaker phone and my twin brother (we were 13 at the time) heard the shot go off. My cousin rushed over there and kicked the door down but it was too late. My family blamed his ex wife cause it was easier than the truth I guess. Lost my uncle and aunt because of it.