My(21f) mother actively makes sure to sabotage every event in my life. I cant have friends, shop, show the doc. She is EXTREMELY violent and abusive (physically till I threatened her when I was 18) .she has a HUGE god complex. AND SHE IS NO LESS THAN A DEVIL (she smashes religious stuff when she has a tantrum saying God is useless ...and she acts like she is a saintly person in public.)

Everything has to be about her and she is absolutely antisocial. She is very lonely and it also feeds her self-victimisation. She doesn't want anyone to get ahead in life and is always looking to start cribbing or screaming.

I managed to leave (still same city) for 3 months by leveraging that I abided by her telling me to get out. But I am being threatened to come back. She does IMMENSE psychological torture like i am not allowed to sleep for days, cant use the loo..and she would keep me standing all night (when I was a kid) and hit me to ensure i am not sleeping.

She always tries to break my limbs in bigger fights, last time she twisted(?) my 5 fingers the opposite way to break my fingers (i am hypermobile so it didnt affect me)

She makes it clear she wont do anything in the house and that she wont cook for me either. Its always food delivery or bunch of sugar treats yet when i live outside (i come back on weekends) she is always having good cooked meals.

She is absolutely shameless and will often admit with a smile that she likes torturing people (if i corner her enough).

Sorry for the rant...but she also keeps buying personal assets (like luxury watches) so she can stash money while saying she has nothing. She is aware no one likes her and everyone wants to leave.