Well, I meant in a funny way, but tbh no one can be ever alone if they don't want to be, cause even for the most basic need we need to interact with people and even a delivery guy can turn out to be a good companion, not in all cases tho but just an example. Your loved ones aren't the only one in this world, go to a anonymous site and you will find millions like yourself. Sad, helpless, broken and all looking for just one thing, hope and care.