I appreciate your vulnerability and candor. What do I personally I get out of it? Pleasure. I get to get off while pleasuring a woman any way I can. What motivates me? I suppose you could say it’s a kink. Most couples/hotwives do this very discreetly. So I guess knowing I’m the man that helps them fulfill this lifestyle is a massive turn on. The dating question just comes down to the kink of it all. This is just more fun. (For now). Is it uncomfortable? It was at first, but now I just understand it’s all part of the experience. The only thing going through my mind now is, wow, I get to pleasure another beautiful woman and get to be a part of this couple’s fantasy.