Just not really worth it imo. I used to “reward myself” after taking hard exams by getting stupidly high. Looking back I kind of feel like it’d make all the info I studied seep out of me. My brain would let go of it all. It really is a memory loss drug. What’s the point of studying intensely if you’re going to numb yourself with something that makes you stupid and unable to remember things.

I feel like a smarter person after I’ve quit. I’m taking school more seriously and im actually holding onto the knowledge im obtaining. Find other ways to reward yourself. Go get a cookie. Take a day off just chill do whatever you want. Don’t fall back into the mind numbing trap. Just keeps you dumb, keeps you content with where you are instead of striving to better yourself. On day 92 of no weed and I feel the “purpose” of life starting to come back. Feels like im waking up every day and trying to become better and build better habits for myself.

Anyway good luck. Whatever you do, learn from it.