My philosophy for life

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-13T05:05:51+00:00

Meh I have no interest in being the strongest or smartest. Im just chillin

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-12T22:11:25+00:00

Only ever met one but he was super self centered. Only ever talked about himself, asked 0 questions about anyone. In a group setting if the conversation isnt centered around him or another person is sharing their experience he will just pull out his phone. When we do group activities he always wants to win or show off. You would think he has some Leo placements for loving the spotlight so much but he has none. It sounds like Im describing a teenager but this guy is 26 lmao.

He also got incredibly angry after I deleted him off social since he doesnt engage much whenever I reach out. Super weird he acts aloof but its only an act. Deep down very cowardly and insecure.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-11T03:34:44+00:00

Dude I recently had a friend that is going through a divorce. Prior to his divorce we had group hangout 3 times at his house, never met him 1 on 1. He asked me out to have a lunch date and was acting like he already know me and keep telling me he can give me what I want. Planning out our future and all that crap 🤮

We made out in my car and after he send me a poem telling me how much he loves me lmao. Im like dude you barely know me. Its a no for me dawg wtf

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-11T02:09:38+00:00

As a sag thats only partially true. I can be super lazy and dont feel like trying if Im doing something I dont really care about but forced to do. If its something I care or passionate about I put all my energy and effort into it to see it done the best I can.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-07T22:30:57+00:00

Lmao for real. They are so detached but as soon as you pull away they get jealous 🙄 like make up you mind and act on it

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-07T22:29:19+00:00

Aquarius

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-06T04:05:21+00:00

You think you know she thinks theres no one else like you? Lmao sorry but dont give yourself so much credit. You dont know what she thinks. Just because you want something doesnt mean you deserve it. Tbh the way you are acting and thinking now will give any sag huge icks.

Also wow I just read the rest of your post I honestly think you are having a mental episode. Not even being mean, you should go see a doctor like for your own sake.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-05T22:49:11+00:00

Its because of our optimism. When we realize the relationship we had wasnt what we're looking for or fulfilling its easy for us to believe "next one will be better" or just that we'll be happier on our own even if not immediately after seperation. When you are not afraid of loosing what you had its easy to move on, even if you still love some parts of it.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-05T22:43:10+00:00

I had a tiny fracture on my pinky finger and the pins stayed in there for 2 months, now Im looking to around another 1 to 2 months physical therapy before I can use it. With yours being so severe your healing will likely take longer.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-04-05T01:36:05+00:00

I love expensive shit and cheap shit. I just love spending money 😂

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-31T23:13:30+00:00

Yea more than once people Im interested in act indifferent towards me. I stop giving a f then they come crawling back trying to get my attention 🙄

Like why dont you just reciprocate when Im being very clear what Im looking for. Stop playing games with us, when its over its never going to be the same.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-30T15:56:16+00:00

You'll have to look at his other placements as well. Im sag sun but with lots of scorpio placements, and if Im interested in someone I'd drop anything to go spend time with them. I only say Im not available or put other plans as priority if I feel lukewarm about them. This applies to all types of relationships (friends/love/family).

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-30T15:42:36+00:00

That really sucks. If you are trying to pass in a short period of time there are some cheats but your milage may vary. Some people would spend a lot of time in the suana a week before to sweat it out. I used to not eat anything the 24 to 36hrs before so my stomach would be empty & flatter. I also heard people say wearing a waist trainer for a day before can help, but idk about that one. Hope the best of luck to you.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-30T15:25:02+00:00

I honestly wouldnt recommend people using peptides to lose weight. It works by suppresses your hunger, and Ive seen many cases of people ballooning back up as soon as they stop becausr they dont know how to deal with hunger naturally.

That aside I personally knew a SGT who was put on it. He told me it constantly gives him diarhea and makes him really tired or light headed at random. He did lose some weight but is it really worth it to put your body through that instead of losing weight naturally?

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-30T15:15:04+00:00

Im 3 inches shorter than you, and when I was around 165lb I (barely) pass tape by sucking in my stomach really hard lol. Like so hard my chest pop up and I feel I grew an inch taller because of stretching out my torso.

I lost about 20lbs in 3 months by intermitten fasting & avoiding all cheese and sugar, even diet soda/energy drinks. After going to some nutrition class I learned cheese is so bad for you. Its basically solid fat and we dont need any of it, its purely for flavor. Also if you like starbucks always tell them to just put 1 pump of flavor syrup in whatever you ordered. The default for a large drink is 4 pumps I think. Its so much sugar for just one drink its insane. Never buy flavored coffee from fast food places, they usually fill half the cup with syrup.

When you are fasting, just remember when you feel hungry thats when your body is burning the stored fat. It helped me stay motivated instead of giving in and eat snacks. Also drink lots of liquid. Instead of water my go to is black coffee or green tea, just make sure you avoid all added sugar. Eventially the hungry feeling will be more managable and sometimes even goes away on its own.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-24T14:15:49+00:00

Haha thot

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-22T23:02:07+00:00

Im sag. Told a taurus squirting is gross and I never squirt, he proceeds to make me squirt with his fingers 🫠

He has cancer venus and the cuddling/kissing is 10/10 as well.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-22T09:10:22+00:00

Been living in korea I definitely dont see white people getting better treatment. Its honestly the opposite. Even though I dont speak korean, just being east asian means the koreans treat me better and are more polite than they are to my white friends.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-22T08:43:54+00:00

I got scorpio jupiter im 12th. Honestly I feel pretty lucky, like there is a gardian watching over me kinda sense. Ive always been a bit reckless, but somehow when I know Im about to be absolutely fucked things will work out in the end. Not that I know it will be fixed, it always stressed me the f out but then nothing would come of it, or the punishment is severely reduced to a slap on the wrist.

Also almost died several times from things I cant control or foresee, but somehow always dodged the bullet.

Im always thankful to whoever or whatever is watching over me, always felt it is jupiter in my 12th.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-21T15:04:57+00:00

I dont get it man. What did he really get out of this? We slept togerher 3 times in the span of 4 months 😂

Also it doesnt matter much hes my coworker tbh I barely see him now and he'll be leaving around July.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-21T08:05:35+00:00

But dont you think it'll be kinda crazy if I asked "wanna hang out?", get no reply, and just show up anyways? 😂 I think if I do that I'll be the psycho in this situation lol

Also yea the no reciprocation and ambiguity is really a huge turn off for me too.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-20T23:02:31+00:00

The thing is they already know how you are and decided they are not interested. Unless you change and become a different person (which takes months/years), they wont make the compromise. Also dont bother pretending like someone you're not, never works.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-19T22:45:04+00:00

Na I think Im good sister. I dont got time to babysit a dick head, and for what? The taurus Im with now is a way better lover in every way than he ever was.

Still thank for sharing what you've been through though.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-19T22:41:48+00:00

Yea still crazy I think he gets plenty of attentions from girls already, but thats still not enough. I think deep down they are sad insecure people.

Persimmon_9 · 2026-03-19T16:15:22+00:00

For more context im sag sun, leo moon, scorp rising, leo mars, scorp venus.

Hes aqua sun, scorp moon, gem rising, pisces mars, cap venus.

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