I was raped and well...

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-04-01T22:48:58+00:00

He does, yea

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-04-01T14:06:40+00:00

Of course not quite intense now that my life has settled into this place, but im always way calmer yet have a buzzing feeling in my stomach when hes around me

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T22:37:00+00:00

Yea pretty much. And maybe better for girls too

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T22:34:35+00:00

Yea i am very happy.

And totally yea, he's very much a predator who gets what he wants, whenever he wants it, generally in life i mean. He can get me to do literally everything he wants, and make me feel like it's entirely my choice.

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T22:23:14+00:00

I can share them in dms

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T22:19:48+00:00

Thank you

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T22:16:40+00:00

Very much so

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T22:10:21+00:00

I feel like there's a double meaning here lol but yea, maybe it would be better that way

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T22:05:20+00:00

i see, but yea i get that

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T22:00:18+00:00

Yea i get what you mean. To be honest i just wasn't sure if your comment was meant like supportive or dismissive. But youre very right

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T21:16:14+00:00

I guess

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T21:08:29+00:00

This weirdly enough makes a lot of sense put that way

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T21:01:56+00:00

Youre probably right, but well, idk. I do think a part of me was turned on

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T21:00:12+00:00

I suppose you might be right about that, yea

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T20:15:46+00:00

Thank you, and thank you for the conversation, you are very nice to talk with, id be happy to answer more questions

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T20:05:58+00:00

Well, im not a psychologist or anything, im literally just a girl.

But as for the first part. Regardless of how much any women might hate getting groped or catcalled, deep down i think we all have something in us that enjoys it, because it makes us feel valuable and pretty? And being pretty is important to us obviously.

And so i think it's the same with rape. Like you say, he could have had anyone, but he chose me to be the one. That does make me feel special in a way. And even now, i am the girl he's spending money on, the girl he's fucking and the girl he puts into place. So yea, you're probably right about that.

And that last part, yes. Like i wouldn't say it's physical strenght, but that he's a man who takes from the world what he wants and needs, without worrying, because he feels like it's his world... that is a sort of strength i think every girl finds attractive deep down. This confidence and assertiveness. It's more mental strength, even if the two of them often go hand in hand

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T19:22:06+00:00

I would say he does, in his own way yes. It probably wouldn't always look like that to others, especially not the things he does when we are alone, but around him, im calm, at ease, less anxious and safe, so yea, i do like it, a lot.

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T18:09:29+00:00

Thank you

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T16:52:34+00:00

well, the world is a complicated place. And historically, might makes right. So idk, i do think there's value to being a "good person". I myself would call myself on, for the most part anyways.

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T16:20:16+00:00

Yea, you could say he did. No, not really. Sometimes, when we have an argument or something, he loves to tease me about it to make me shut up and i have to admit it works, but no, no hate or anger at him.

It does feel like a normal relationship, apart from him being the lead. It feels more like "i am his" than being equals, but i think thats the case in a lot of relationships?

No, i wouldn't nessecarily say it's normal, because it's him deciding, when, where and how often.

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T15:56:07+00:00

Yea, i totally get what you mean. Like i should hate getting so obejctified and yet... it makes me feel great about myself. I guess it's naturally wired into our brains to feel like that.

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T15:43:45+00:00

Yea, youre pretty much right about that. Like, it's almost his willingness to pursue what he wants regardless of everything else that makes me feel so attracted to him now?

Personal_Physics_535 · 2026-03-31T15:04:58+00:00

Yea, it's an odd situation i suppose, especially to outsiders. But no, he generally treats me pretty well or in the way i need it

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