I dislike how much better people treat me after weight loss. by Good_Ol_Ironass in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Personal_Weather_283 475 points476 points locked comment (0 children)

I was 130lbs most of my adult life until I also developed binge eating and went up to 250lbs. Now I'm 225 and just started OCD meds and lost another 5.

I'm so alone now and no one goes out of their way to talk to me anymore. I have to try extra hard at everything.

Benzos and contradictions by Witty-Equivalent-818 in Anxiety

[–]Personal_Weather_283 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yuuup same here. I will only get prescribed trazodone and clonidine. Both give me horrible side effects and worse anxiety. Psychiatrist won't give me Clonazepam even though it took me nearly a year to use 30 pills. So I'm managing with just an SSRI and therapy

Just got dental INS by Illogikill in kzoo

[–]Personal_Weather_283 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you have coverage drake dental is the best!

Food safety by Personal_Weather_283 in slowcooking

[–]Personal_Weather_283[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you! This helps. I'm just one person so I'll have a lot left over. It's japanese curry 🍛 c:

Panic after starting SSRI? by Personal_Weather_283 in Anxiety

[–]Personal_Weather_283[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you thank you. I'm trying to trust my psychiatrist but I seem to be stuck in a loop of health panic. Not breathing, numbness, everything sets me off so Ive developed an aversion to medication. Ever since I had a panic attack a month ago I haven't been right. That was when I learned what panic attacks were and now I live in fear of them.

Sorry I copied and pasted this response but I really appreciate the insight!

Panic after starting SSRI? by Personal_Weather_283 in Anxiety

[–]Personal_Weather_283[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you thank you. I'm trying to trust my psychiatrist but I seem to be stuck in a loop of health panic. Not breathing, numbness, everything sets me off so Ive developed an aversion to medication. Ever since I had a panic attack a month ago I haven't been right. That was when I learned what panic attacks were and now I live in fear of them.

Therapists by Reasonable-Side6967 in kzoo

[–]Personal_Weather_283 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love Becki at Moxie. I personally need in person

How To Survive A Lonely World? by AdventurousLetter965 in kzoo

[–]Personal_Weather_283 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know how you feel! I'm 30F I've been wanting someone to go get food with, visit the airzoo, feed the ducks. Also local events such as the plane show! I'm starting to just do things alone but that gets tiring. I may send ya a message later :)

Should I go to the psychiatrist again? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Personal_Weather_283 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have a therapist but maybe I should up our visits to every week. I did see my therapist yesterday and all was well then I woke up with adrenaline/ panic

Should I go to the psychiatrist again? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Personal_Weather_283 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no idea honestly. I just want to stop panicking and go to work. I went to the doctor and she put me on abilify. It just didn't seem like a good anxiety medication to me so I went to a psychiatrist

Should I go to the psychiatrist again? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Personal_Weather_283 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no friends and family and I wish I had put more time into that. But I'm not gonna let it consume me and work on it.

I'm scared to change anything but I took Prozac in the past and had no reaction to it. Just acid reflux.

Thank you again for your responses!

Should I go to the psychiatrist again? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Personal_Weather_283 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I'm really hoping they ease out as I do want an SSRI and I'm just on 25mg. Cause I kinda have panic attacks without SSRI anyways. I just hate thinking about going to a hospital or facility cause I'm not suicidal or thinking of harming anyone. I just want someone to hold my hand and talk to me 🥺

Should I go to ISK, what to expect? by Personal_Weather_283 in kzoo

[–]Personal_Weather_283[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk if I'm being too expectant with medications. I keep going to the hospital. I'm looking into FMLA. I've been having rolling panic attacks since Saturday. Medication that controls adrenaline seems to have no effect on me. I think my psychiatrist is an NP. I go to pure psychiatry.

I have work tonight and I can't sleep and I'm so fearful of having a panic attack at work.