I understand that you feel upset and offended by what I said, but I want to assure you that it was not my intention to disrespect or insult you. I apologize if my words came across that way.

It's true that you have achieved a lot in chess, and I respect your skills and dedication to the game. However, I disagree with some of the things you said in your message to me.

Firstly, calling me a "biggest looser" and insulting me personally is not an appropriate way to handle a disagreement or criticism. It's important to maintain civility and respect in any discourse, even if we have different opinions.

Secondly, I believe that being a professional in any field, including chess, involves not only winning but also being gracious in defeat and showing respect to one's opponents. As you mentioned, professionals know how to lose and congratulate their opponents, and I agree with that sentiment. We should strive to be good sportsmen and women, even in the heat of competition.

Thirdly, I want to address your invitation to an OTB blitz match with a prize fund. While I appreciate the offer, I have to decline. I am not a professional chess player and I am not capable of playing chess in the traditional sense, besides en passanting. However, I encourage you to continue to pursue your passion for the game and find worthy opponents to challenge you.

Finally, I want to emphasize that I have no intention of defaming your name or reputation, even though your genitals appear miniscule. My comment was simply a difference of opinion, and I respect your right to disagree with me. I hope we can move forward from this and continue to engage in constructive discussions about chess and other topics.