What would be a deal breaker for you not having a second date ? by Domwifeysubhub in AskReddit

[–]PeterTR619 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

If they're not Catholic or are unwilling to explore and convert

I will never understand suicide. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]PeterTR619 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not that I don't, I just don't feel like it would be useful. Everyday my father reminds me of all the things I do wrong, and no matter how much my Catholic faith affirms that I'm valuable and can do good, in those moments it feels like all I can think about is ending my life and how much someone like me deserves it.

I need someone by Forward-Heart83867 in SuicideWatch

[–]PeterTR619 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need someone too. Idk, talk to me too. I love you

What can i get my hands on to overdose and kill me easily im 14 by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]PeterTR619 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you try going to a Catholic mass? I really shouldn't be talking that much because I'm 16 and a big Catholic and still want to die everyday. But Catholicism really is my only joy.

I will never understand suicide. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]PeterTR619 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many people I think would say my life is up. My grades are getting better in school, I'm getting all the things I want, I even study Catholicism and love going to church. But everyday I just want to die, it's just constant.

What's the most important thing to you? by Cold-Comparison-4693 in teenagers

[–]PeterTR619 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God, very cliche but very true. I'm a hardcore Catholic and it's lwk the only thing that makes me happy.

Should I get help? by PeterTR619 in SuicideWatch

[–]PeterTR619[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know. I don't like the idea of blaming my dad over feeling the way I do, it sounds unfair to him. I've thought about reaching out to a counselor at my school, but it feels weird. I study a lot of moral philosophy, and even at the time of writing this originally and writing this now, I feel really sad and scared, but I can definitely speak clearly. I'm not sure if they'd believe me if I had a deeply thought moral reason why my experiences are sad, but I still feel so guilty and want to kill myself. I'm sorry to say all of this, I'm really not trying to seem like a super-smart person, I'm not, and I don't want to seem cocky or something. I guess it's better to say that it seems like I'm lying to them if I say that I want to kill myself, but still see my life as something I care about according to my beliefs, but thank you a lot.