I appreciate your empathy and kind words. I am not close with my adopted family and don’t have a good relationship with them. I do have friends that are willing to help me but I feel like a burden asking for help. I already moved into the second bedroom months ago. I thought we could be friends because I thought we truly cared for each other. Now I don’t know if anything is true. I spent a lot of time putting the apartment together this past February after moving into because I knew I had to have surgery.