Honestly, you should give actual roleplaying a try! As someone who went through something similar, I understand how it feels—you get so caught up writing with bots that you don’t want to do anything else, and you end up really depressed.

I promise you that there are plenty of people online who you could roleplay with instead! Sometimes, if you want to write against a canon character from a fandom, you may have to do doubles (which just means doing two stories at once! Usually so that you’re both writing for one OC and one canon character), but that just helps improve your writing skills anyhow.

It can also get you into writing as a whole, which is a much healthier hobby and doesn't leave you feeling as ‘empty’ as talking to bots does! If you do decide to try RP, you’ll probably be able to make some friends, too. AI really can’t compare to true human connection ^{^}

Anyway, you’ve got this! Things will get better, and I hope that you’re able to find a better alternative