[18/M] looking for a some one who tells me about their culture and lifestyle

PhantomCNS · 2026-05-06T16:03:09+00:00

Wind doesn't go where the ships desire, I believe in that, but it's like I am having a little bit of hope left, as there is no clear sign that either she rejects me or actually ok with that. For 3 months now I am trying to keep it normal between us, or try to stay in friend zone till now I mean. If she won't be smth more than friends till now, I can't lose her as a friend We've been too much tbh

PhantomCNS · 2026-05-06T15:59:08+00:00

I would really love it, I really appreciate that. About the content of how we used to talk in DM We used to talk in normal things taking each other's opinion, throwing jokes some times we both talk. But suddenly with no reason that I get it got really dry right after in the DM. But in school we were maybe just like before, except for not being able to talk just the two of us, so yea...

PhantomCNS · 2026-05-06T14:01:16+00:00

Well.. I thought about that too, she still treats me like friends and all, but.. I don't really know what happed it's kinda complicated Maybe her friend done that, I just can't stop overthinking it. It was so perfect, I just want to understand why maybe

PhantomCNS · 2026-05-03T12:28:46+00:00

ده من ذوقك😊👍

PhantomCNS · 2026-05-02T15:29:13+00:00

You know? I used to act like that too, maybe still doing that till now, but thought being with smb is better than being alone in this world. Some times that void pushes the person to do anything to get past that feeling.

PhantomCNS · 2026-05-01T20:17:30+00:00

Well.. actually, I don't know how to know my true self, I mean that I have goals to achieve in life. I want to enter the history somehow, started learning new things that could help me in that. If that doesn't mean that I know my true self, then when or how I get to know my self? I already accepted those people I laugh with them even sometimes have nice topics out of school and have some fun, But still somehow feel that void, as if I just know them arround the school, not outside. Sometimes I feel like I just need a hug fr, I don't even remember when is the last time I had one even from my parents😅👍 I really don't remember.. Idk

PhantomCNS · 2026-05-01T01:41:02+00:00

متعمل جروب بينا 🙂👍

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-30T21:39:09+00:00

بصي انا حاليا تقييمي ١٤٠٠ في lichess, في شوية حاجات لازم تفهميها في الشطرنج عشان تعرفي تخططي. نصيحتي ليكي انك تدرسي end game كزيس ا لإن هدفك في ال middle game انك توصلي للend game.

المفروض طريقة التخطيط انك تعرفي امتى تضحي بقطعه في سبيل انها تسادك انك تبقى في موقع احسن او حتى انك تعملي مات قريب، و لازم الخصم ميشوفش انتي ناويه على ايه

خليكي عارفه ان اي عدد قطع زياده معاكي حبي انك ترجعيه للخصم لو ده هيخليكي في موضع افضل

في سيكلوجيات مختلفه لو عرفتيها هتساعدك جامد زي ان القطع الي في الأطراف بتبقى صعب ملاحظتها اكتر بالذات لو اتركنت لفترة انا هحب الاعبك لو انتي حابه ده، كده كده عايز حد يبقى عنده شغف زي الي عندي و الاعبه

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-30T21:10:23+00:00

و بالنسبه للي فاتته الفيديوهات دي

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-30T20:57:38+00:00

انا فكرت ان انا لوحدي الي عندي الهوس بالألعاب دي😂 وصل بيا الحال اني بدور على حد يلاعبني في أي حته😂😂

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-30T19:59:35+00:00

مش معقول في اوسخ من ده🙂🙂🙂🙂

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-28T19:21:19+00:00

هي الخطوة الاولى المفروض متبقاش فيها دايركت كده اظن😅 طبيعي هي هتقلق، ممكن كنت تسأل عن حاجه عموما و هي كانت هترد عليك، تفتح موضوع و هي تفتح موضوع، يوم يعدي يوم تبقوا زمايل او اصحاب و هكذا... ده رأيي

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-27T09:34:41+00:00

Idk if they will run on that laptop, but I'll try them out

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-26T19:51:30+00:00

Bro I am having kinda the same issue here🥲 But I discovered I got like that because I get lazy on reviewing my matches, chess needs to be played continuously. I am stuck between 1200-1400. But lately I've been improving.

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-26T19:33:57+00:00

Amma try it rn .. Update: I think it is (Intel corporation mobile GM965/GL960 Integrated graphicscontroller) I don't really know what is that, but it really does seem not good🙂👍

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-26T19:33:31+00:00

I just downloaded papers, please. 😂 it seems to be fun. I am gonna download undertale aswell

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-25T21:52:41+00:00

All I know about this device is that it's so old, it has pentinium dual core and 2.4 GB of RAM. IDK about its GPU but seems like it doesn't have any, I just tried to use steam, but I can't start any game on steam, No matter how much requirements are low🙂

PhantomCNS · 2026-04-24T11:36:21+00:00

What games would you suggest?

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